I'm sooooo over school now!
I wanna sue the school, are they trying to kill us or what?
wat-da-fudge is their problem?

And wat-da-shizz is Johnny's problem? First things first, he's in yr 4 and he has a friggin crush on me!!! WHAT IN THE WORLD is his problem? He's 9 yrs old, and he's a friggin retard!!!! wat-da-shizz man?

I'm so over it......
and now i'm gonna start crying.
you make friends, you loose friends! That's the way life is meant 2 be!
Katie, Stevie, Lucinda, Miranda!!!!!
My four gurls.........WHERE THE FUDGE ARE YOU?!
wat, just coz ur in aussie, u can't visit me?!
u can miss winter, and come 2 warm Malaysia!
BUT I'LL HAVE FUDGING SCHOOL!!!

urgh!

I CAN'T WAIT TIL DECEMBER NEXT YR!!!!!!!
my friggin bff's r gonna come......well, i'm forcing them 2 come! lol

I CAN'T WAIT TIL DECEMBER DIS YR!!!!!!!!
i'll start counting down the days soon!!!! I can't wait 2 c my bff's in aussie!!! I swear, i'm missing them like fudge!!!!

There's this russian girl in my old school, and she has no friends! So i wanna meet her, so i can help my friends beetch bout her! lol
well, i do feel kinda sorry 4 her, coz her aunt died not long after she came 2 aussie, but she apparently puts this moose in her hair, that makes it look like she never washes it!!! lol
I CAN'T WAIT!!!!

Whoever wants 2 come 2 aussie wit me in december r welcome [if i'm feeling nice, so that definately EXCLUDES .................(you knw who u r! jokes)]
I can't wait, were gonna have a big sleepover!!! well, i plan too.

But seriously, wat the shizz is wrong wit johnny? ARGH!!!!!!
i'm really, really, really, really friggin scared now!!!!
ARGH!!!!!
can my "prince charming" save me from johnny?
PLEASE!!!!!!!

or i could tell johnny that i'm already taken......
but he's like, 9 YRS OLD!!!!
wat-da-shizz?

I EVEN COMPARED HIM 2 V-BRA!!!!
and guess wat, v-bra won! lol
(btw, v-bra is varinda! I give such good nicknames! lol! ONLY I CAN CALL HIM V-BRA!)

V-bra dared johnny 2 kiss talysta 2day, so b4 he was getting out of da van, he was gonna kiss her, and me & talysta screamed!!!! holy shizz, it was scarier dan a horror movie! lol
i swear, i would lurv 2 hav talysta as my sis, coz we get along!

She's got dis brother, called richard, and i wan a pic of him!!!!
Yesterday, i told talysta 2 tell him that i think he's smexxyyy!!!! lol i'm so friggin retarded.....and proud of it! lol

HOLD UP!!!
i'm supposed 2 be ranting bout wat i've had enough of....
ok then, i'll make it a list!

- Johnny!!!!! (friggin fudge, he fudges my life, you can hardly understand wat he's saying!)
- School!!!! (especially PE yesterday, and almost everything else, maybe Datin Freida hasn't heard of a thing called FASHION yet!! no offence.)
- Crudz!!!! (all the fudging shizz that's happening in my life right now!)

JOHNNY!!!
is da most annoying guy i've ever met, and i thought my cousins were bad! Seriously, i'd rather be lesbian for a week than go out wit him!!! fudging shizzs, wat type of babies are mothers creating nowdays?
haha, it was funny, coz 2day, wen he left da van, v-bra, talysta & me were beetching bout him, like wat kind of stupid fudge he is!


SCHOOL!!!
is so fudging annoying! we have to go 2 school, but there's no point, coz your not gonna be doing anything, i've lost a friend in less than 14 weeks, well, before the term ended, and i was friends with them from this term! So our friendship didn't really last long! lol
Seriously, wat-da-shizz is their problem? oh, study this, study that, exams are coming up, and we want everyone to pass.
our maths teacher was "disappointed" coz i got a C in maths, well NEWSFLASH!!
I DONE LESS THAN HALF A YEAR OF YEAR 8, HOW THE FUDGE AM I SUPPOSED 2 KNOW EVEYTHING?!!!!!
wat-da-shizz is their problem?

CRudz!!!!
i don know, i just hate it! crudz is every fudged-up part of my life.......
why is everyone telling me thier secrets? hmm? the term hasn't even finished yet, and i've made 2 new best friends!!!! HOLY SHIZZ!
and to think, the ones (my first ones) in aussie were discovered this year?! wat-da-shizz?!

i've decided i shouldn't name, names, coz it's kinda mean, even though that person would know that i'm writing bout them, but maybe they're stupid enough not 2 knw!
maybe as stupid as SAPI GEMUK!!!!!!! lol
not naming names!

why the fudge do i listen to fucking songs that make me break my barrier, like, some really random song, like, the tune of the song, makes me cry........wat-da-fudge is my problem?!
like, right now, i'm listening to 'who knew - pink' and i'm almost in tears....
crazy right? but the tune sounds sad......well to me it does, and then i think bout my friends in aussie, and i go all upset!!!!

AND I'M SO FRIGGIN HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!
and there's nothing to eat! daymnn it! i'm gonna starve to death!

I HATE LOVE!!!!
but i love love!
i hate how loves breaks someones heart.....
but love is so sweet!
BUT LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD! and i know that's lyrics from a song, but, it's true!
i now think about love a lot........but i have no love life :'( lol!

i'm happy single! you have so much freedom! lol
now, i'm gonna look for some food.........hey, dinner wasn't really that nice, so i've got a excuse! i'm scared......and i'm not afraid to admit it.....
I'M SCARED OF THE FUTURE!!!!
about what's gonna happen......like where i'm gonna live, and if i'm gonna achieve my goals......i've only told a few people wat i'm really gonna do, coz i don want peeps 2 laugh at it!

meh
more later!
I LURV U KATIE, STEVIE, LUCINDA, MIRANDA, AZLIN & MELANIE!!!!!!
xoxo (u guys 4get me, & i become ur worst nightmare! lol)
I LURV U GUYS!!!!!!
can't wait til i come back 2 aussie!!!!! LURVS 4 EVER!!!
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