Don't ask me why that's the title,
but it was just in my head,
so i put it as the title! :D
So, today good/bad news just reached me!
i know it's good, but it's also bad!
but i don't wanna tell,
coz i've made a promise 2 Azlin,
and i know there's gonna be heaps of peeps dat will be sad,
but, i guess now is as good as time as any,
coz, it'll best if people hear it through this,
than through me in person....
well, my dad is angry with his work colleague...
so he said that maybe i'm moving back to aussie..
and i'm really happy about it,
but i'll miss all my new friends!!
-Azlin
-Melanie
-Ally
-Bebe
-Melody
-Smexxyyy-Pig Bro
etc.
:'(
i don't want to leave them,
but i want to be with my friends in aussie,
and if i had a choice,
i don't know which one i'd pick,
i love them from both sides..
i love them equally,
so now there's a down-side!!!
i just wish, that i could be with the people,
from both sides,
we should all live together,
i can't believe it's happening like this!!!
and, if i have to go back to aussie,
i have to see Courtney again!!
:S
:'( this is happy/depressing news.
if we leave here, i swear i'd wanna skin da man..
(yea..skin my dad, how err...nice?)
it's just that,
i thought he ruined my life when we moved here,
(but it turns out he didn't)
but now, i'll have to go through all the hassle of moving,
AGAIN!!!
and, i'll have to see a person that i DIS-like...
name: Rachel
reason why i hate her: hmm....we suddenly hated each other,
maybe coz she was in the "popular" group...
So i'm happy about leaving her! :D
i can't believe my life has turned out like this!!!
why??? WHY THE HELL IS IT LIKE THIS?!
tell me!!!!
please...I'M BEGGING YOU!!!
even if you say something like,
well you're just not meant to be happy,
i won't get offended!!!
JUST TELL ME!!!!!
seriously,
won't the man make up his mind???
geez...
lol
ok, some things about me.
I'm muslim (and proud)
i've thought about suicide (numerous times)
but never got anywhere near to commiting suicide ( i don't want to hurt myself)
another reason i don't die is coz i love my friends (they mean everything to me)
i'd risk so many things for my friends (i told you that they mean the world to me)
i could live without friends, but i won't really be happy (i'd be crying nearly everyday)
i regret loosing my best friends, (shashank & robbie)
coz i loved having them as my best friends,
and they were so nice,
and we've been through so many things together!
i can't eat fish (once, i accidently ate one of the fish in nasi lemak, almost threw up)
i look young...(lol)
i love family & south park (such funny, weird, stupid shows!)
i love to laugh (i love being happy)
when one of my friends is sad, i worry about them for a while (yeap, i'm very considerate)
i believe in ghosts (just coz)
i believe in lots of things actually..
i'm scared of growing up..
coz i'm scared that i won't like my job,
that i'll end up living on the streets,
that i'll end up marrying a man i don't even like,
that, that..
ok, i'll talk abut something else now...
*screams, and runs around in circles*
the PROM is on soon!!!
actually, it's in November, but meh..
i'm so happy!! :D
i was actually screaming in my mind when i found out,
coz i was so happy..
i've been waiting for this day ever since i came to this school!
(ok, maybe not)
but still, it's very exciting!!!
but i haven't asked if i can go yet..
lol
OMG
today at school was so fun!!!
(read alena's blog for other detail)
note that my new name is Rara Smoothie!!
And i call Alena, Ally Seph,
and beckah Bebe hurah..
etc.
we're in the same class..
~ FIRST ~
first we had english, for 2 periods!
In the first we had Ms Ong,
and i guess part of it was fun,
and second we had Ms Kerry,
that was when we had to do some test.
YES a test, in the first week of school,
but that is to place you in group 1 or group 2
I SOOOOO WANNA BE IN GROUP ONE!!!
not that i'd hate being in roup 2 or anything...
*shifty eyes*
then we had mandarin!
And me & alena weren't really paying attention,
and goofing around,
and being crazy..
well i was mostly crazy,
but i carried Ally's bag!
it wasn't that heavy,
and mine was so light!
so we "swapped bags"
After mandarin we had break,
which was just how it usually is,
and then we had fashion/art
we have to do freaking report on material!!
and then we had geography,
and Michael asked our teacher,
(i think her name is Mrs Hema)
if she had a baby,
and she did,
and he was like
OMG!!
it was so funny!
you really should've been there!!
When we were writing notes,
and she was in the way,
so i couldn't read anything
Me & Ally were "decorating" my geo text book.
i mean "decorating" as in,
we were graffiti-fied it!
it was very...err...beautiful??
here's the pic of it
beautiful isn't it??
Then, we went to lunch,
but we didn't really eat anything,
so we just hung out at the library!
It was alright-ish?
Then, Azlin came, so we walked around the school,
coz we were bored.
and computer was boring,
nothing exciting really happened,
but today, apparently i was really hyper!
(i don't remember if i told you that yet)
and i tripped over Azlin's feet,
AGAIN!!!
*stupid big feet*
JK!!
don't get your nickers in a twist!!
me & azlin made up another nickname!!
her name is penelope
and mine is lucy..
yea,
we wanted some new names,
so we picked them!
i better go now,
coz it's getting long,
and i'm running out of things to write about,
well, not really..
but anyways
ttyl
