Do not ask me why that is the title..
i repeat;
do NOT ask me why that is the title!!
Coz i don't even know why that is the title.
So i haven't blogged for a while.
Why?
Coz i've been too lazy.
I mean, who in their right mind would want to read about me just sitting at home watching tv?
Yes, it's very...interesting?
Like, who the hell would go;
"Oh my god. Rara Smoothie watched keeping up with the Kardashian's at 12 this morning."
like, wtf right?
So this week i've been having holidays..
and i just sat at home doing nothing.
How exciting!
(note: that was sarcasm)

So today my neck really hurt.
And i felt like vomiting...
and now my tooth hurts!!
Braces has made my mouth fucked up!!
Like, aren't they supposed to make your mouth not fucked up??
What the shit man??
I'm really thirsty.
Anywho's. Tomorrow is Hari Raya!!
YAY!!
And then on thursday my dad isn't going to work...
so i might get to go on that much needed shopping spree!!
Well, i just want to buy a macbook skin and earphones.
BUT if there's anything else i want to buy,
ie clothes,
i think i could get that as well!!

But i don't really want to go clothes shopping here,
I want to go to supre in Australia,
(supre is only in australia)
coz i love the clothes and i'd buy new jeans!!
(stuff there actually fits me!)
So when i go back to Australia in December,
i'm sooo going on a shopping spree...
oh, and if i didn't tell you guys yet,
i'll find out if i'm moving or not by the end of October..
joy.

I'm like hearing fire crackers all the time now,
coz it's almost Hari Raya and everything..
it's so friggin annoying!!
Oh, and if i get a C or D in my monthly tests,
i'm blaming Alena & Samuel.
Why??
I forgot.
hehe
In my monthly tests,
i'll probably just get As & Bs..
WOOT!!
So that means if i stay here,
i'd move to terra!!
But i don't want to go to terra,
coz i don't like their home room...
it's so dark..
and blue.
ahaha
yea, i'm weird.

So i bet you're all happy that i've finally updated my blog eh??
Yea..you're all happy..
you know how i know??
well, i can see it in your eyes...
(be afraid)

Oh Em Gee.
Alena is a big, fat meanie!!
She won't tell me who Mr Sweetheart is..
(fyi, mr sweetheart is her boyfriend)
pfft.
Just coz i won't know him!!
lol.
It would be funny if i actually DID know him...
that would be funny and weird...

Is there a moon in Malaysia???
Coz i can't see one!!
Sure, it might have something to do with me living in the city!!
At night, the sky isn't black..
it's BROWN!!!
dude..
that's like, whacked up!
Back to the point.
Coz my mum is in Indonesia and everything..
the night before Hari Raya people look at the moon,
so i was giong to look at the moon,
and my mum would be looking at the moon..
and i was hopeing that i'll have that feeling that your other half is watching the same moon.
Just like in the movies!!
And i know that i probably won't have that feeling,
but it would've been worth a try!!
but now there's no point,
coz there's no moon in Malaysia.

now it's time for a random rant.
Umbrella's.
Wtf is up with umbrella's??
They don't even keep you dry!
They only keep your head dry,
not your whole body.
Your like, better off not using an umbrella,
coz your gonna get wet anyway!
Who wants their feet to get wet?
HUH?!
umbrella's are worthless pieces of shit..
Who the hell invented the umbrella??
I'd like to have a few words with them...
mocking umbrella's..
ahahahah

Wow that was weird!!
So now you all know about how i feel about umbrella's.

ttyl

*runs around screaming*
I am NOT happy.
Coz my mum is not here.
I've just realized that there's no one in this world that knows what i'm going through.
Which kinda means that there's no one in this world that i can speak to openly.
I want a new best friend!
(soz to the ones that i already have)
A friend that i could never bitch about,
that i could never hate.
Maybe, maybe i do have a friend like that.
Ok. So from time to time your fed up with your friends.
No matter how close they are to you.
It's a fact of life.
It's not their fault or your fault.
There's never someone in the world that you have never been angry at for at least one second.
Even if your not angry at them now,
you will get angry at them later on in your life.

I want a friend that i can be myself with.
The real me is random and funny.
Happens to swear a lot.
Hates to get bad marks.
Can get every emotional easily.
Loves to punch people.
Will kill you if you bitch about her.
Kind of controls her anger.

well, i'm too lazy to write a complete about me.
hehe
Well, i'll usually be always there for you.
No offense to all of my other best friends.
But i think Miranda is my top best friend.
If your upset, get over it.
I love you all!
But, Miranda i think is the most like me.
I would tell her anything.
Well, i think i would.

urgh.
now to more....better subjects.

Today i woke up in time to eat.
Yes, i woke up at my alarm clock!
*everyone gasps*
Then i went back to sleep at 6.
And i woke up again at 5.30.
Yes. I slept for 11 1/2 hours.
How interesting.
Its the latest i've woken up in my entire life!
The second latest was at 3.
but 5.30.
woah, that's my world record!
i don't know if i'm supposed to be proud of it.

I will not tell you about the crazy thing that happened to me yesterday.
Well, last night.
Why you ask me.
coz it's too hard to explain.
You'll have to see me in person for me to explain it.
And i don't really feel like talking about it.

So now it is the holidays.
Well, it's my one week holiday for Hari Raya.
Hari Raya is on Thursday.
The joy.
Well, at least i get to stuff myself with food!
I have fasted the whole time so far.
Never skipped a day.
And all of my friends go, Dara, your so good.
hah!

So there's not that much to write about.
Coz i slept for most of the day.
So i didn't really do much.

Damn.
I lost my sheet for the History thingo,
so i need someone to photocopy it for me,
so i can do it.
Well, i think i know what i'm supposed to do.
Oh, and i need to talk to the damn Business Studies teacher.
(Mr Shahram)
In a fuckin group with Shien, Michael & Tarang.
The only girl in the fuckin group.
Oh the fuckin joy.
i think we're supposed to advertise a product.
I will make sure that they do some work.
And if it has to be like, a tv add.
Then i will make sure that i'm not in the video.
And i will probably end up doing most of the work.
it's gonna be F-U-N fun.
hehe

ttyl

Today was the big day.
Let me tell you all about today from the beginning.

I woke up at 5.35, which meant that i only had 4 more minutes to eat!
So, i almost done fasting today,
WITHOUT eating breakfast.
i would be so damn hungry right now!
Then i went to school, as usual.
I went to the Maths Olympiad room first.
We finished the recording for our sketch about Hari Raya.
Then at 9, people were using the room, so we went to the dance studio.
We were supposed to be practicing, but we had to wait for the laptop to get there,
then we had to find speakers.
So that was most of the time wasted.
When we were waiting, some people were playing the electric piano.
It wasn't really that interesting..
it was quite boring actually.
Then we finally practiced a little bit,
then it was break, but i stayed there and practiced the piano.
Then we practiced a little bit after break and went back to our classes.
So i went to science and i forgot to bring my book.
I found out my marks and then we done this Vitamin C experiment.
It was...cool?
well, kinda cool.
Then we had lunch, but i didn't go for lunch, i just went straight to the north hall.
I sat there, i would've practiced the piano again,
but there were people there.
pfft.
then when azlin and melanie came, i re-touched my make up,
and me and melanie went back to the hall first.
Later on everyone else came,
then we had to go backstage,
but we hung around at the back of the hall first.
When we went backstage, we had to be really quiet...
it didn't really work.
Then we had to go to our sides two performances before our sketch.
Then we waited, and i was making sure that it was easy for us to get our props.
The sketch was actually pretty good,
except for the care scene, coz SOMEONE'S came in too late.
But all in all most people liked it.

So that was my day.
It was very interesting.
These are my marks so far;

English - A
Geography - A
Science - A (i might've gotten the highest)
BM - A (highest in the non-advanced class)
Maths - B
Mandarin - B
Literature - B

the rest i don't know yet,
but i'll find out after the Hari Raya hols.
OhEmGee!!
After the Hari Raya hols,
we're going to find out who won the debate in history!
Which means i MIGHT get a kit kat...
well, there's a very good chance that i won.
hehe

The bad thing about the sketch being over is that the people that were in it won't really hang out together anymore.
how sad!
They are mostly a cool group of people.
Gawd people are such bitches..
Tarang is a bitch..
so am i.
And i'm kinda proud of it.

OhMeGawd!!
When i passed this group of nationals on the way to the van,
one of them said, hey athir, it's your girlfriend.
or something like that.
And i swear, if they WERE talking about me,
i'd punch them like i punched Tarang, but worse!
And for some reason i DON'T think that they would like that.
pfft.

Like, what the fudge man?
Like, why would they say something like that about me?
IF it IS me.
pffffffffffffffffft.
well, now i wouldn't do something about it,
but if it happens again, i WILL do something about it..
and it won't be good.
Or maybe i won't,
coz i'm too lazy AND they'd think that i'm some crazy girl.
hahahah
that's IF they don't think i'm crazy already.

So all in all, i think today was a cool day.
I wasn't really nervous when it was time to do our sketch,
i'm so happy that people thought it was good!
But we stuffed up the car scene.
daymnnn
but if we didn't stuff it up, it would be perfect.

Now everyone knows what i sound like!
The joy.
*cough cough*

Last night was...
funny, i guess.
there was this group convo,
and Samuel (well i think it was him)
accidently added Rinesh (Sukha's bro)
to the convo.
So, it was a never ending through of racist comments about india.
However, later on it stopped.

I really, REALLY hate that douche!

Today is a very sad day.
Why you ask me.
Well, let me tell you;

My mum said that she was going to go to Indonesia for Hari Raya.
She left today, this morning actually,
and she's coming back on the 13th of October.
I've never been away from my mum for more than 5 days.
So, i guess that's part of the reason why i'm scared to grow up.
I can't live without her,
even though we have our fair share of fights.

Well, that's the story.
Today i didn't have any classes.
Why you ask me?
Coz i was practicing the play thingo.
It was alright-ish.
I don't really want to talk about it,
coz i might accidentally offend people.
So that was the cool part!
And it turns out that my name is worth 177.
It wasn't the highest in the class.
*cries*

omfg.
i love to play the adding game!
It's fun, you get to meet new people,
but people get pissed..
i wonder why..
haha.

These are my marks so far;
Maths - B
English - A
Mandarin - B

*screams*
i passed mandarin!!!!!!
who would've thought that i passed mandarin?
Anyways, i'm gonna go around asking for my other marks tomorrow.
ahahha
IF i remember.

The play is tomorrow.
The assembly is form 2-3.30
and our group is second last.
Or maybe it's third last...
meh.
point being,
it's gonna be pretty gay.
well at least i think it's gonna be gay.
Oh, and apparently it's the first time the internationals are doing something for Hari Raya.
Oh the joy.
haha

Hopefully i survive without my mum,
my biggest worry?
Waking up.
ahah.
What a lame thing,
but seriously,
that's the thing i'm mostly worried about!

I HAVE A NEW SONG!!!
Yes, i have a new song that i love oh-so-dearly.
Hush - Automatic Loveletter
it's an emo song.
and i love it!
ahahah

Tomorrow we have to wear traditional clothes,
or formal school uniform,
of course i'm gonna wear traditional clothes,
i don't want to go through the hassles of getting changed!
And i think i'm gonna bring all of my school books.
I want to know my marks NOW!!!

hahah.
i said that in my last blog post.

ttyl

Like i said two blog posts ago,
i had the science and mandarin tests today.
It was alright-ish i guess.....
my marks so far?
Maths - B
English - A
wow.
hehe
i'm gonna ask all of my teachers for my marks tomorrow...
IF i'm not too lazy.

After break i went to the Maths Olympiad room.
To practice for the play thingo.
It's gonna be.....alright-ish i suppose.
Tomorrow is a full day rehearsal,
and it's a dress rehearsal to...
joy.

omfg.
For this business studies thingo,
i found out that i'm in the same group as;
Michael, Shien and Tarang.
OMFG!!!
Why do i ALWAYS get them?
huh?
gawd.
i got shien and tarang for the history thingo.
and now i have michael aswell?!

well, i don't really care.
hehe.
i really want to know my marks...
NOW!!!!
I'm gonna force someone to walk around with me at break and lunch,
asking our teachers for our marks.
i'm soooo scared.
well not really,
i'm just really anxious.
wait, make that OVER anxious.
And that's not good,
but i'm too lazy to tell you all why.
So just ask....some guy or gal.
hehe

omfg.
i'm hardly online anymore...
well, i hardly use my mac now...
do you wanna know why??
do ya? do ya? do ya?
well i'll tell you why.
Coz i'm too lazy.
i know...
it's explains EVERYTHING!!!

Yesterday, i left out the fact that Alena was complaining about history,
coz she was studying it.
She's like, why do we have to do history?
it's not like history is gonna repeat itself!
and i said, yea, and then next year,
it's the french revolution!
that's it, i've got it! E=MC2!!!
hehe
and then Alena and Rebekah were laughing.

It's funny how easily i can make them laugh....
omfg.
i crave FOOD!!!
hehe.
i crave random things at random moments..
like last night i asked if we had any moon cakes,
coz i suddenly felt like eating them.
So i'm off now, going to look for food!
hehe

ttyl

WOOT!!!
well, just in case you were wondering, i'm in a good mood today!
HECK YEAH!
Today was the Business Studies and History test.
I think Mr Shahram (the business studies teacher) marked mine, that's right MINE first.
gawd.
and i didn't even answer two of the questions...
i'm soooo good at business studies!
*cough cough*

So today was an awesomely cool day,
and i hung out with awesomely cool people!
You know who you are *wink wink*
hehe
Business studies was alright-ish.
We had friggin morning assembly!!
gawd.
we have the friggin tests,
yet we have a friggin morning assembly...
who wants to sue the school with me?

And then it was the Art test,
but fashion students don't have to do a test,
so i was watching Alena do her stuffs.
That was kinda boring,
then i chatted with Melody with Alena's skype account.
hey, don't get angry at me! She let me!
Coz Alena started to study history.
So i was bored so i talked to Melody.
Then lots of people were saying hi.
I think we confuzzled her!

Then after a while, we had break.
I swear it was the funnest break every since i came to Cempaka!!
or maybe not...
but it was friggin funny!!!
There were these two gardeners,
and Azlin done that whistling thingo that guys do when they see a hot girl.
When she done it to the first one, he didn't notice,
but when she done it to the second one,
HE NOTICED!!
So we all hid.
And i peeped and i saw him still walking but he was looking in our direction..
then i think he blew us a kiss...
eww..
pedophile much?

But still..
it's was friggin HI-larious.
and then i studied for the History test,
and when i finished, i helped Alena study.
Then it was the history test...
then it was lunch.
Lunch was ok-ish.
Actually, i don't really remember that much.
hehe
Then it was History LESSON.
But i got called out..
but it's not like i would've been doing anything...
just that i got to do something else! :D

So, this Friday there's gonna be a special Hari Raya assembly.
joy.
(btw, when i said 'joy' i was being sarcastic)
Yr 9 is doing a play thingo...
and i'm in it..
YAY :)
it's gonna be ok-ish i guess...
but i'm gonna get people to record it and take pics,
so that i can see how retarded and weird it is..
i'm sooo not gonna tell youz what's in it...
if you want to know, just wait and see!

So to sum today in one word, it would be... alright-ish?
yea...i guess it was alright-ish.
omfg.
i haven't seen some of my old friends (and talked to them) in sooo long!
it's been AGES!!!
like, when was the last time i talked to Miranda?
when was the last time i talked to Kaitlin?
when was the last time i talked to Stevie?
when was the last time i talked to Lucinda?
when was the last time i talked to Sarah S?
when was the last time i talked to Jackie L?
when was the last time i talked to Taz?
and much much more.
gawd.
you make friends, you loose friends.
wow.

omfg.
this is my life story.

i was born in cooma, nsw, australia (near the snowy mountains),
and then i moved 2 malaysia,
and stayed in the jungle here for 1 and a half years,
then i moved 2 brisbane, and stayed there for about a year.
Then i moved 2 iran,
and stayed there for 1 and a half years.
Then i moved back to cooma,
and i've stayed there pretty much for the rest of my life,
until now. But i went overseas every year.
I'd go to indonesia and two other countries..
and when i was in kindy, my best friends were guys..
but then we grew apart..
and i had lots of friends..
but somehow, we all grew apart or they moved away..
and then, when there were new people,
i was friends with most of them,
if they were in my class.
And i was retarded from birth.
me and kaitlin, (katie)
have been on-off friends since forever..
but now we're stay ON friends..
and then someone started hating me..
for no reason
and i hated her..
and then, when i used 2 play netball
she bitched about me & my friend.
she said that we were gonna make the team loose the finals..
so that just proved that she was a bitch
but we won anyway..
and i couldn't care less about her
and then in highschool,
that was when me and katie began being friends again
coz we were in the same class and everything..
so we sat together and hung out
and i've been friends with lucinda since forever..
and miranda went to the same dancing school as me..
so we hung out together..
and then we had to do this bush walking thing, for sport, coz it was to cold to swim
and that's when i met stevie
and i was talking about drugs.. :D
and then we've all pretty much been best friends since then..
and then this year we made random, crazy videos
and then i moved..
and then i met the freaks that live in malaysia.
*thinks of azlin, alena, melody, chuckles mcfreckles, etc.*

and that's pretty much my life story.
how exciting?
hehe
yes, my life is FULL of adventures..
as it you haven't noticed that already.
XD

ttyl

I want to sing and dance with the pretty butterflies!
Just coz it sounds like fun.
I want to eat all the food i can!
Coz i'm so friggin hungry.
I want to sing and dance!
well i just wrote that coz it sounds cool.

So we've finished the tests for today.
Had the Maths and I.T
I think i done alright in Maths.
But i swear i'm gonna fail I.T
Oh the joy!
I WANT to know my marks...
NOW!!!
coz i wanna know how well i done....
hey, i hardly studied!!!
If i do well, i should get an award!!!

gawd.
i feel so sick.
and i HAVE to go to school.
and i HAVE to do fasting.
Coz i don't want to pay my debt.
and i HAVE to do so many shit-fucked up things.
i just want to scream!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
Fucking gay...
there's nothing to do.
And i think i lost my tissue's that i stole from my mum!
They're barbie tissues.

uh.
it turns out that alena stole my tissues.
my poor, defenseless tissues!
oh yea,
in case you were wondering,
i'm at school right now.
uh.
i'm going to get home late again.
the joy.
i don't even know what i'm going to have for dinner!!
ohh the pain,
the horror,
THE AGONY!!!

damn.
we've got some teacher that everybody hates here.
oh the joy.
we're sooo lucky..
*cough cough*
i'll continue later.

continuing on!
wow, i finally go on my mac.
And it's 8.27 pm
:D
well, at least i'm not an addict!

ZOMG!!!!
i might be getting a ipod touch for christmas.
hehe
and then i bet my mum will steal it.
But i think i'm only getting one if we're moving back to Australia.
meh
So, like i think i said earlier on.
Today was a boring day.
or is.
or whatever!

We have the business studies, art and history tests tomorrow.
i better study history...
and MAYBE i'll look through business studies.
ok, so i will LOOK THROUGH business studies.
but i'm sooo not gonna study it!
:P
and i don't have to worry about art,
coz i'm doing fashion,
and we don't have a test for fashion.

on Wednesday we have the science and mandarin tests.
so i guess i'll kinda study for both of them.
I WANT TO KNOW MY MATHS MARKS!!!
i wonder if i'll get an A....
*fingers crossed*
sure, in Australia it's easy to get an A,
but here...
- no comment -

i watched part of Camp Rock yesterday.
it was...interesting?
ok, so some parts were kinda predictable.
how come in movies lots of them have the same plot?
gawd
like, most of them are love stories!
and shit like that.
pfft.

ttyl

i can't believe it.
is it true?
or is it just pretend?
and i'm sooo not gonna tell you what i'm so confused about.
i'm just sick.
and i've got two reasons to why i'm sick.
i'm sick of life,
just sick of what life is throwing at me!
i don't deserve this kind of pain and torment!!!
And i'm sick,
as in i've got a disease,
a bug that is making me sick.
i feel like it's been a joke.
a whole, big joke.
on me.

i wanna crawl into a hole and die.
just end it all.
end all of my pain.
So i don't have to be worried about being back-stabbed by one of my friends.
so i don't have to regret what i've done.
i want the holidays to start,
i want to know if i'm going back to Australia or not.
i don't want to be a bitch but i'm just programmed to be one.
i want to live a safe and happy life.
there's so many things that i want to do,
but so few that i can do.

gawd.
i really wanna die now.
and i'm not telling ANYONE why.

So on thursday my mum will be going to indonesia.
and she's coming back on the 12th or 13th of october.
i wonder how i'll survive.
i wonder how i'll wake up early.

i've noticed that i've been saying dude a lot in my mind.
hehe
how weird.
i want tomorrow to come.
i wonder how i'll survive.
i'll be wishing with all my might,
for something to happen.
but i'm sooo not gonna mention it in here!

Today was a boring day,
in case you were wondering.
i WANT to watch tv.
but i'm too lazy.
hehe

i have no life.
gawd
i bet i sound all emo and stuff.
well, say goodbye to Dara Smith.
and say hello to Rara Smoothie.
i have no idea how different they will be from each other.

R.I.P
Dara Smith

ttyl

That song just came into my head.
So one thing that i forgot to write about yesterday was that i almost committed suicide..
*gasps*
nahh, not really, i was just pretending that i was going to commit suicide.
isn't that a nice thing to do?
hehe

So today i woke up at 12...pm!
big shock...
and then i got ready to go to klcc..
coz there was this expat expo thing, which was pretty boring.
Then we (me & mum) went home and after 20 mins we had to go out again!
gawd.
We went to this indo kl party thingo,
and it was alright.
First i was just chilling with mum,
then it was time to break my fast,
then i prayed,
then we (me & mum) ate,
then mums friends came,
and they talked,
took some pics,
got a book written by one of my mums friends (in indonesian! :S)
and..
omg
a really funny thing happened.
So i was standing next to the window,
and when i turned around,
this little boy started to lean against me,
and wouldn't go away!
And everyone was laughing...
it was...shocking?

Then mum talked more,
and then we left the party,
to go to the coffee bean & tea leaf.
i got a cappuccino and apple crumble.
I make a better apple crumble...
and the cappuccino was delicious!
But McD's makes better...
gawd i haven't had a cappuccino in AGES!!!

Then we went home.
How interesting...
well actually, i had an alright time.
It's wasn't too bad.

urgh.
now i'm sick!
i blame Alena!!
grrr
*tries to glare at alena*
it's all your fault!
I was all well, and NOT sick yesterday..
and then you talked about everyone being sick..
then when i got home, i was sick!!

so that was the downside of today.
ttyl

omfg.
i picked a bad title, coz WoW is the name of a computer game..
:S
meh.
So today was an alright day,
but i didn't get to talk to a certain someone today..
I MISS YOU!!!
gee, i wonder if you know who you are...
but i'm soooo not gonna name names.
:D
i bet your all wondering who i'm talking about..
hahaha
but i'll NEVER tell you!!
mwahaha
i'm sooo evil!

So today we had the English and Geography test.
it was alright, but i couldn't answer one of the questions in part one!
lol.
In the Literature test yesterday,
Alena thought Chief was Chef!
And she slipped down the stairs today!!
lol
it was soooo funny!
You should've been there with me!

After lunch we went on youtube as usual.
And we found some really funny videos!!!
They were like, sooo man funny!
lol

So i guess i had a pretty un-interesting day.
damn....
i like it best when my day is full of joy and laughter!
:D

ttyl

I don't want to name names,
but i really want to tell people about how i feel.

You said that you will never forgive her for what she done to you,
you said that she made you cry so much,
yet now you act as if your really good friends again,
are you just "acting" or is this for real?
Everyone was so happy that you two weren't best friends anymore,
but are you going to become best friends again?
I miss you.
it's been so long,
i can't believe that now we're not hanging out that much.
what happened to us?
i thought you hated her guts,
maybe you have forgiven her,
even after all the pain that she has cause you,
but i would never do that,
but i guess we're not the same person.
Just tell me what's happening,
so i can be prepared,
to loose another friend.

whoa, that sounds like a poem,
but i guess it kinda is a poem.

So, now on to more happier things.
today was an interesting day,
in BM it turns out that everything teacher told us to study didn't come up in the test!
gawd.
bitch!
nahh just joking.
but it's like, sooo not fair.

So after the BM test me and Alena were counting the tiles across the hallway,
it was 37.
then i decided to count how many tiles there are on the long part of the hallway,
it was 304 1/2.
yes, you mustn't forget the 1/2
haha
So when the teachers passed us,
they said, 'wow, you must be really bored'.
And the other students were giving us weird looks..
i wonder why..
haha.

then, after break we went on our macs..
and just done stuff,
and melody was there!!
:D
and then it was almost time for the literature test,
so me and alena dropped melody off at her classroom...
which is SO FAR AWAY!!
it's like, on the opposite end of the block, and on the floor below.
we had to walk so far!!!
gawd.

So the literature test was boring...
i finished like, so early!
So i got a piece of paper and wrote a short story in 2nd person.
it wasn't really hard.
this is the story.

You wake up in a dark, dim room with no windows and a stale smell. You get out of your bed and run towards a big, brown door. You see a little kid running out of a room. You quietly follow the little kid. You enter a big room full of little kids just like the one you were following. They are all skinny, wearing rags and they all look like they have been beaten badly. Most of them are deformed and crying. You walk around but no one notices you. A bell starts to chime and all of the children stand up and walk out of the room. You decide to follow them. They enter a big mill and go off to seperate parts of the mill to do their work. You wonder where you are, you hear someone screaming in pain and run towards the noise. You see a young girl, about 6 or 7 being whipped. You look at the big machines in the mill and you see children hanging off them, hanging for their lifes because if they let go they'll fall to their deaths. You see a little girl picking up a box next to one of the machines. Her apron gets stuck in one of the machines and she is pulled towards the machine. She tries to pull away but the machine is too strong. She gets pulled into the machine a blood flies everywhere. There are little bits of her flesh all over the machine but the adults don't do anything. Thy just continue to whip childdren if they don't do their job properly or if they pause for just one second. You see a little boy crawling out from under one of the machines. You try to wish yourself back to the 21st century. You close your eyes and try to forget what you just saw, but everytime you close your eyes the image of the little girl being pulled into the machines just comes up. You open your eyes and find yourself dangling over one of the machines, your loosing your grip and you start to fall...
The End
© Rara Smoothie

Do you like it?
And i still had time after i wrote it to sit around doing nothing!
pfft
then it was lunch and azlin came to our room.
We were talking with sukh and leong.
then it was maths..
well it wasn't the maths test.
So we done nothing,
and me and alena were looking at blogs and looking at video's on youtube.
So all together it was a very interesting day.

ttyl

Just a random title.
DON'T TAKE IT SERIOUSLY!!!
Coz i'm not gonna commit suicide any time soon.
GOT IT?
I wish that i could just write what is on my mind,
but i can't,
coz it would offend lots of people.
And i really don't want to name names,
but...urgh.
you just don't get it.

So, yesterday was Wednesday,
and it was a holiday...
so obviously i didn't go to school.
The holiday was a muslim holiday,
yesterday was when the Al-Quran was invented.
Well, that's what they say,
i would really know,
coz i wasn't alive at that time.
But the holiday is call Nuzul Al-Quran.
Well, i think that's how you spell it.

So, i went pavilion.
And i bought a dress.
How....interesting?
well i walked around pavilion,
it was pretty boring,
and then i bought dinner,
and ate it when it was time to break my fast.

Well, i did go there at about 3...
maybe a bit later than 3.
But it was around that time.

Did i mention that i'm at school right now?
well now you know.
I'm waiting for my test to start...
we have the BM test...
that's the first test.
And shein is laughing like....really weird,
coz someone rubbed of some of the people's names,
brent - bren
brian - bran
eric - er
mason - so
jin woo - ji noo
tarang - tara
justing - just
someone was being very....creative?

So i'm bored.
like, super bored.
And now shein is fixing the names.
So today is going to be an uneventful day,
the test starts at 9.
and it's 8.38 right now.
GAWD
i have to wait for such a long time!!!!
It's the end of the world!!!!

lol
i'm so weird.
i've invented 2 diseases.
laugheritus and cold-finger syndrome.
laugheritus is when you can't stop laughing.
and cold-finger syndrome is when your fingers are cold.
right now i've got cold-finger syndrome.
I'M SICK!!!
i'm gonna die!!
goodbye cruel world.
BTW i'm not gonna commit suicide,
and if i do,
i'll warn all of you first,
and i'll put my suicide letter on my blog,
but i dont' know what i'd right...YET

ttyl

I just felt like saying gawd.

So i named my blog post gawd.
ahahahaha

So today we had the japanese student exchange thing,
which means after a boring "special assembly"
we do nothing until lunch.
So it all started out ok.
I found Hariz,
than me, hariz and rebekah walked around the school.
And then we decided that the place near the pool stinks.
So we went to L10 and i found a whiteboard marker.
So i drew on the board,
and pretended to be a teacher.
Hariz and Rebekah were laughing so hard....
and i WASN'T laughing!
(i know, big shock!)
I could actually keep a straight face!

(if you can't read the writing, it says "serious bag is not amused")

So they were laughing soooo hard.
And i put rebekah on detention.
And hariz was my best student.
And then i taught them how to draw a "self portrait".
It was...pretty?
So then we went to assembly.
And it was kinda boring.
No offence to the japanese,
but i could hardly understand what they were saying!
(I'm NOT trying to be mean or anything.)
And then there were dances,
and they were...
inspiring?

So after assembly
(which was soooo boring)
we weren't sure if it was compulsory to help the japanese,
or whatever you call it.
So we went back to L10
and Mr Lim told us to get out,
so (grudgingly) we went out.
Then we went to the mandarin room,
and i continued my "teaching"
i know i'm funny and everything,
but for once,
i couldn't really laugh!

So then we went out of the mandarin room.
(Alena and Marisa were with us)
and watched the japanese and cempakans do their thing...
(that kinda sounds wrong)
after a while, we went to the canteen.
And sat down there, under the fan.
Then, i stole alena's book,
and put it under my blazer,
and i buttoned it up.
then i put my under the book,
so that it wouldn't fall out.
Then i stood up,
and said lets go for a walk.
Then i showed them how your supposed to walk.
And then we went in one big circle.
Then we sat in the exact same places.
Then we went for another walk,
well, we went in another big circle.
Then we were going to sit in the same seats,
but some people were sitting there.
So we sat somewhere else,
and i made a video.
Pretending that we were in a book club!
And then we were talking about random things.
Well mostly me and alena were talking.
The rest were laughing so much.
And then i decided that we need a new prime minister for Australia.
And it's barney.
I'd show you the video.
But i don't have it.
Hariz has it.
So once i get it,
i'll show it to you all.

Then we went out of the canteen,
and alena went to eat with melody,
and we didn't go,
coz the rest of us were fasting.
So we got bored...
pfft
and i became a teacher again.
And i taught Rebekah, Marisa and Hariz maths.
1+1= a window
2+2= a top
3+3= a elephant
4+4= 7
5+5= 1389
and they got the answers all wrong!
As it 1+1=2
2+2=4
3+3=6
4+4=8
5+5=10
lol
I'm such a good teacher.

It says "i may look safe, but as soon as i get you alone. I WILL eat you."


i just felt like putting those pics up.
So i guess the one word that sums up how my day was would be...
interesting?
hahahaha

ttyl

OMG ALENA...
u hurt my feelings...
by calling ME boring!
and YOU fucked god?!
OMFG!!!

ok, so when i asked people to describe me in one word,
clarence said funny
hariz said open - minded (even though it's meant to be one word)
alena said crazy
and i haven't asked anyone else.
i'm such a good girl....
i've never sworn, lied, cheated, stole....
umm...
whatever other sins there are,
i haven't made any...
i'm an ANGEL!!
the horns are just there to keep the halo up...
and red is my colour,
and the tail looks nice...
but seriously..
i'm such a good girl..
*cough cough*

i just realized...
that ever since i said homework kills trees to rebekah,
i've seen it everywhere a lot...
???
that's....weird?
meh
so i've seen the all new,
ipod nano whatever they call it...
and lots of people want it...
what's the point?!
your just gonna get over it the moment you get it,
or until something new gets out,
as long as i've got something that play music,
i'm alright.
why do you need to make it all fancy?!
it confuses some people...
like,
some people (NOT me) won't know how to use it,
so isn't it just better to use a simple design,
(which, by-the-way is cheaper)
than a whole new design,
that's expensive,
AND sometimes you don't know how to use it!!
so there's no point in buying one,
and they're just gonna come up with a better design,
that you'll kill to have,
but you've already got this nano...
and if you get the new one,
your just a spoilt brat...
no offense to anyone,
but seriously,
you just DON'T get everything you want,
when you want it.
otherwise there would be no poverty,
and everyone would lead a happy life,
and no one would be a social outcast,
and shit like that.
Do you get what i'm trying to say here??
(i've kinda lost track of what i said, so now i don't really know what i'm talking about, so i'm just gonna change the topic now, it's safer for me, AND for you)

omg...
i have NOTHING to talk about....
:S
IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!!!!!
it's all over for me now....

ok, so i'll talk about annoying people.
wait,
boring people...
not trying to name names or anything...
but boring people..
are so BORING!!!
like, i HATE them...
how the hell am i supposed to be entertained?!
urgh
boring people should be put to death...
seriously.
they are so f@#$ing boring,
that it's not even funny!

today i stole alena's book...
for half a day...
mhmm...
the exile..
i read some of it..
and i will finish readin it soon,
be careful alena...
MWAHAHA...

i still haven't finished the chocolate ice cream yet...
NOOOO!!!!
it's the end of the world...
and what if the chocolate ice cream is finished by someone that's not me?!
OHMYGAWD...
i don't know how i'll survive...

anyways...
ALENA IS PUBLISHING HER POST!!
omfg...
i HAVE to read it...
after i finish writing this...
and i'll eat the ice cream,
straight after i finish writing this aswell....

SO i'm NOT half australian half indonesian anymore,
i'm half indonesian, a quarter australian, and a quater english...
but alena says that i'm half english and half indonesian and that i'm australian coz i was born on australia...
gawd
all of these nationalities confuse me...

AND ALENA LOVES MOOSE!!
ahahaha
but she means muse
but i felt like writing moose...
lawl
i'm sooo funny.

and alena is blaming me coz her camera is fucked up...
gawd...
i'm innocent!!
like i said before,
the horns are there to keep the halo up.

i think i have hearing problems..
ahahahahahaaaaa
fuck yea i'm weird..
and friggin proud of it!
and i have to edit the rara & ally contract..
coz ally now gets to love me on mondays AND fridays..
pfft
that's too many days...
and i was gonna write something
but now i forgot it..
daymnnnn

ttyl

That just came into my mind.
I went to Jalan Petaling today...
bought food.
then i went to times square
and didn't buy anything,
then i went to sungei wang plaza
and bought a top
and more food.

it's ramadan.
and i bought lots of food.
it's sooo weird!
and then when it's not ramadan,
i'm always searching for food!
urgh

so nothing interesting really happened today.
i WANT a new phone.
the phone that i want is only rm 799!!
so who wants to buy it for me??
well, you can just give me the money.
and i'll buy it myself

i just finished my maths homework.
pfft
damn maths homework.
i wonder how long it took me to do it....
still gotta go my business studies homework,
i think there's more homework...
i couldn't be bothered to do mandarin...

ttyl

So today i had a dentist appointment.
And it was alright,
my braces are now red!
But they like,
tightened the wires,
or something like that,
and now my tooth hurts like....
well...
it's just hurts! ok?

So after i went to the dentist,
i went to klcc!
To do the thing most females do,
GO SHOPPING!!!!
Mum bought lots of skII stuff.
pfft.
but i got rm 80 voucher for parkson grand!
All i have to do is find something good to buy!
And i bought a bag,
to carry my laptop in,
and playboy earings,
which everyone will see at school on Monday.

Friggin monthly tests are on soon!
ARGH!!!
i should study,
i wanna pass every subject,
but i KNOW that i'm not gonna pass french!
lol
but hopefully i'll pass every other subject!
but that'll only happen if i
*shudders*
study...

I can't hear my friends in Australia shouting,
WHO THE HELL STUDIES?!
DARA, HAVE YOU GONE CRAZY?!
and yea, i guess u must've.
But if i move back to Australia,
i won't study anymore.
lol
i'm such a lazy person.
but in Australia i never needed to study.
anyways....

i'm so sleepy.
and it's only 11 pm!!!
That's unusual....
i'm usually NOT sleepy at this time.
but i want to catch up on my sleep!
Stupid fasting,
and waking up early
makes me not get enough sleep!
Which means i'm sleepy in b. studies and literature!
:S
that's NOT good.

Oh, and i need someone to entertain me during assembly,
or i think i'll fall asleep.
assembly last week was fun!
we have BM first for our tests.
i think i'll pass...
*fingers crossed*
but i have until Thursday to study!
Why the hell does it start on thursday,
and not monday?
That's just weird!

I'm growing my hair long!
(ok, that was random)
i don't want short hair anymore,
so i'm gonna grow it,
until it's long like it was before!
:D
And if i move back to australia,
i'm gonna get highlights!!!

i wonder what colour would be good....
fasting is over for today!!
hahaha
26 days of fasting left!
or something like that...
i've got nothing more to write about,
but,
to all of my friends
who know that i read their blogs
UPDATE THEM!!!
*tries to glare*

ttyl

So, today was.....funny?
Well, BM was funny,
after we done our work,
we got free time,
so i was chatting with Alena and Rebekah,
and then Michael came and asked if he could type,
so i let him,
and it was really funny!
Ok, so Rebekah and Alena DID get kinda confused,
but they know that i don't write that kind of stuff!
AND if they were there,
they would've been laughing!
Every time he types a word,
he says it out,
e.g when he'd type
"hey bitch"
he said
"hey bitch"

wtf much?
and when Alena said "omfg"
he wrote,
"you fuck god?"
or something like that! lol

So, at lunch we went to H6
and i was brushing Azlin's sweater,
saying that it was her arm hair,
and then we were talking about each other's hair,
and i commented about her "chest hair"
lol
it was soooo funny!
you should've been there!
And if you were there,
you should've joined in!

And then she said that she wishes that she was in 9 aqua,
coz it's a fun class.
Well, it's true!
We have Shein, and Michael,
and they are funny...
our maths teacher thinks that Michael's name is
Michael Western!!!
lol

point being,
where the hell are you?!
you should ALL be in 9 aqua!!!
so you don't miss out on all the fun!
:D

omfg!
today is the 12th of September!!!
Which means that 12 days of has passed!
Which means that there are 27 days to go!!!
But technically it's 28 days to go...
i won't bore you with the details.

so, when i got home from school,
it was about, 7.30!!!!
OMFG!!
we couldn't get a f-ing taxi!
AND we couldn't use the car today
(no thanks to ......)
AND then we had to wait in a long line,
to get a ticket for the train!
oh the advantages of living right next to a train station....
UNTIL IT'S RUSH HOUR!!!!
pfft
damn taxi's!
they're not even money wise,
they only care about the jams!
FYI in the jams, you get more money!
stupid shits....
that's why they don't usually want to take us straight home!
Coz of the f-ing jams!
stupid, stupid taxi people!!

i was basking when we were waiting for a taxi,
and then a taxi come,
and coz mum said that no one is gonna give us ride home if i keep singing,
i said, "see? it worked"
coz not to long after she said that,
a taxi came!
but they didn't want to take us home...
NOOO but they took us to KL sentral....
so it's alright,
BUT i still got home late!
AND i had a f-ing heavy bag!!!
damn you taxi guy!!
you should be damned to hell!!
mwahaha....
So, when i was basking,
well, i only sang one song,
and it was "what about me"
and i made it my own f-ed up version of it!!
lol

gee
i lead such an..."interesting?" life!
So, apparently i have delayed reactions....
i wonder if that's true....
if only i knew for sure,
it would make my life much, MUCH easier!
oh, and today,
when we were waiting for a taxi,
i swear i almost broke my fast!
i was so f-ing hungry!!!

But ONE person made my day better...
i think you know who you are!! :D

AND i'm already planning my farewell party,
just in case i DO leave,
and it's gonna be a pool party!!!
and it would be sooo cool if we pushed people in the pool,
or if people fell into the pool!
or something like that!
BUT you'd have to bring your own money,
to buy the food....
BUT maybe i'll have cake!
:D

point being,
it's gonna be an AWESOME party,
that you DON'T want to miss....
coz it should be the best, last memory you have on me!!
well, not really the LAST memory,
i'd still come back to Malaysia to visit!
AND we can skype and talk on msn!!!
AND long distance FRIENDSHIPS do work!
AND some long distance RELATIONSHIPS do work...
well, for relationships,
it depends on how much you trust the person,
if you don't trust them,
then your worrying about them cheating on you,
but if you DO trust them,
you have no reason to worry!
see?
aren't i a smart one?

i know that if i was in a long distance relationship,
i WOULD trust the guy i'm with,
otherwise i would just break up with him,
coz that would be better for the both of us....

OH!
if there's ANY guys that want to go to the prom...
TELL ME!!!!
:D
it's a masquarde!
So, don't forget to bring your masks!!!
tell me!!
maybe we can go together!
*wink wink*
lol

i think there was more that i wanted to write about,
but i COMPLETELY forgot....

ttyl

Why do some people have to be so HAWT???
it's annoying!
and sometimes you know that you won't get that guy!!!
And i KNOW that long distance relationships are...
what's the word...
hard?
Point being,
i LOVE hawt guys...
BUT
i HATE the fat that sometimes you can't get them!

lol...
that's pretty random!
So, school today was boring,
in fashion, we had to draw,
and we WEREN'T allowed to copy,
so it was kinda like graphics,
but graphics is easier,
but now what we're drawing is getting easier,
i'm already half way finished!

monthly tests start next week!!!
argh!
i SHOULD study...
wait, i WILL study...
for once!
it's only been four weeks,
and we have a test!
pfft
and soon we'll have our exams...
and i want to pass EVERY subject,
i wonder how that's gonna turn out....

and there's hardly ANYONE in the international part of the school that fasts!
It's so annoying!
Most of my friends go down to the canteen,
and eat FOOD, FOOD, GLORIOUS FOOD!
pfft
i'm sooo jealous!
lol

ttyl

i was just thinking about cheese,
that explains the title!
So, today i was too hyper for my own good!
WAYYY too hyper...

so fasting is over for today!!
19 days left!
woot!
lol

i've come to realize..
love, is a dangerous thing...
like, really dangerous.
you get hurt,
and it SUCKS sometimes...
if only there was a way,
that you knew who "the one" was!
So you won't have to go through the pain of heartbreak....
why am i talking about love?
Because, someone asked me a really umm...interesting question.

So, your going out with this guy,
but they live far away,
so you rarely get to see each other,
and there's this other guy,
that you've liked for sooo long!
And he starts to like you,
who would you choose?

it's like, the hardest question in the world to answer!
That's why i was just talking about love.
i think it's so wrong of me...
to get emotionally attached to someone.
Because...
i'm not even going out with them...
and i don't EVER want to leave them..
and they've been so nice to me,
and if they died,
i don't know how i'd live on after them....

pfft
love sucks like shite....
ANYWAYS....

So, i was sitting next to hariz and rebekah in assembly today,
and it was really funny,
coz we weren't paying attention,
and we were talking..
point being,
you should've been there!

and i'm accidentally funny?
ask alena and rebekah the story,
i'm too lazy to write it on here,
i feel like eating my dinner again,
and NOT my chocolate ice cream,
or the other food that's here.
:'(
but i need to save some for breakfast!!
so...
i want to get my cravings for chocolate ice cream kicking in,
before i start to eat it....
TOUGH CHANCE!

So, now i have absolutely NOTHING to talk about....
but i don't want to make such a SHORT post....
and i'm TOO lazy to write some things...
plus i kinda forgot the details...
teeheehee
i'm so retarded!
ALENA!!!
the link you gave me,
works,
well, only the first 11 secs work!
And then it freezes!!!
pfft
i think i'll download it...
but i dunno....

hahaha...
most of you don't know what i'm talking about!!
When your in a different class from your other friends,
(here in cempaka)
you hardly ever see them!
it's so sad!
oh,
and i cursed sooo much today in maths...
today was alright...
but not really fun...
well it was kinda funny....
well, you have to be there,
with me,
to know what it was like!

ttyl

Daymnnn school is such a BORE!
pfft
it pisses me off!
Why can't school be fun?
The only FUN part of school is during break and lunch!
Why can't the lessons be fun??
AND tomorrow we have assembly!
daymn
i DON'T want assembly,
you have to sit for so long!
my bum starts to hurt!
Why can't the chairs in the hall have cushions on them?

Today, we were making FAT jokes in the van,
coz there was a BIG dent in the seat,
after a girl got off!
So, i said,
"how many new chairs does the school have to buy each year?"
and den Priya said
"i think she needs to sit on two chairs, coz she doesn't fit properly on one"
and i said,
"i bet she can't even see the table, coz her fat covers it!"
and den we were talking about things getting sucked into her fat!
lol...
you should've been there!
it was DAMNN funny!

i just watched the ballet scene in the twilight movie...
IT SUCKS!!!
the book by itself is good,
but they could at least make the effects good in the movie!
The book is friggin AWESOME!
and they're supposed to be running fast,
not FLYING!
pfft
stupid, producer...

i'm such a "good" commentator!
i only have homework for english and history today,
but still, homework is homework,
it's bad, no matter how much you get!

i bought ice cream the other day,
and my mum asked what happened to the other lot of ice cream we had,
and i said that it was finished,
and she was like, what? i haven't even tried it yet!
so i got a large tub of ice cream,
and she asked me why i got a large tub,
and i said, because the small ones finish quickly!

And, i need to buy new shoes,
well...
now i NEED/want to by three new pairs of shoes,
i want thongs, new school shoes, and just some shoes.
lol
well, i NEED new school shoes,
the ones that i've got now, are SEVERELY WEATHERED...
which means, soon they're gonna fall to pieces...
i take very "good" care of my shoes..
that's why they're is such a "good" condition!

before i forget,
i'm sorry for the last post,
because it was so short,
but i didn't remember what i was going to write about,
and i still don't, but i'm trying,
i'm trying very HARD to remember..
that's how much it means to me!

So, today in geography,
we had to write notes,
and before i started,
i was being really retarded,
seriously, i'm too retarded for my own good!
i was actually called CRAZY!
but i'm not crazy, your just more SANE than i am!
i even have the evidence!
wait...
i lost it!
-_-'
but i'll find it soon...
(be afraid!)

so i was talking about random shizz..
and then i was laughing,
and i bet people thought that i was REALLY crazy!

and oh FUDGE!
the monthly tests start on THURSDAY...
nest week...
but still, it's SOOO soon!
and i haven't even studied..
not that i really plan on studying..
well i guess i should,
so i will,
but if i was in australia,
there's no way in hell that you can make me study!
but here, it's only coz i wanna pass maths,
and well...
point being, i'll study...
wait, make that,
i'll TRY to study!

i LOVE Ne-Yo...
yesss...i suddenly like him...
teeheehee
another late night for yours truly,
i forgot about my business studies homework!!
so i just done it,
and now it's 12.10 am!!
so good morning all!

i should clean up my room...
it's messy...AGAIN!
in australia,
once, it took me 3 days to clean my room!
seriously!
umm...life's achievements?
lol
so i should clean it up,
BEFORE it gets into a really, REALLY bad state...

ttyl

That title just randomly came into my head!
Anyways, i said that there was more that i need to write about,
but i forgot what it was,
well, i remembered straight after i published my post,
and i couldn't be bothered to make a new post,
and now i forgot what it was...
*smiles sheepishly*
well, it happened because i'm "smart" lol

Well, fasting is over for the day,
8 days done, 21 to go!
woot!
and soon, fasting will be over,
and i'll have
FREEDOM!!!

school was such a bore,
correction, school IS such a bore
*sighs*
except at break and lunch,
because i can be ME!
But in class it's so BORING!!
*sighs*
i can't wait to go to school again!
(BTW i was being sarcastic)

I NEVER hear my alarm to wake up in the morning,
my mum has to wake me up!
lol
well i AM a deep sleeper

ttyl

Death is sometimes the better option,
coz you don't have to face your fears,
unless your fear is death itself.
Why am i randomly talking about this?
Well, i was thinking about suicide today,
and it's not the first time either.
Usually i think about suicide when;
A) i'm angry at my parents
B) i think my life sucks like shizz
C) coz i hate everything/myself

Isn't it nice to know that one of your friends thinks about suicide on a regular basis?
Well, i don't think about it regularly..
whatever.
i'll tell why i was thinking about suicide today,
so, today is fathers day, in australia.
and i told my dad that i was gonna celebrate mothers day and fathers day when australia celebrates it.
So, we were gonna eat at secret recipe,
and he said that he was alright with it,
and then he got really pissed,
and when we were waiting to order,
he just got up and left.
Without saying anything to me & my mum!
So we followed him,
and we ended up eating somewhere else,
and when we were following him,
i was thinking about suicide...
yea, it's a "nice" thought.

teeheehee
Fasting is over for today!!
7 days done, 22 more to go!
woot!
Phon is now calling me the "great one"
and calling ally "queen"
and i'm making a contract for me & ally.
this is what it says so far;

WARNING:
When you sign this contract, the following statements are true, and if you say that they aren’t, you have the privilege to be put to shame by Rara and Ally.

1. Ally gets to LOVE Rara more ONLY on Fridays.
2. Ally is SPECIAL
3. Ally is CRAZY
4. Rara is INSANE
5. Rara is a PHSYCO
6. Rara is RETARDED
7. Rara is MENTAL
8. Ally’s UNICORNs and EVIL BALLERINA COWS are awesome
9. Rara’s GIRAFFES and CHINESE PENGUINS are sexy
10. Phon’s ALLIGATORS, GOOSE and GRIZZLY BEARS are gay
11. Taylor, Percy, Cynthia, Stewie and Jeffry are cool
12. Rara and Ally are the MIGHTY
13. Phon has to serve Rara and Ally to his dying breath
14. Phon has to call Rara “great one”
15. Phon has to call Ally “queen”
16. Phon, Charles and Mason are gay

i think i'm going to add more on tomorrow.
and soon me & ally will sign it...
MWAHAHA
nothing can stop me now,
NOTHING!!!

Today will be the first REAL monday..
i'm scared!
and i have so many things to bitch about right now,
but i really shouldn't,
because that's a horrible thing to do.
lol
so i guess that's it for today,
but i think i had heaps of things to write about earlier on today,
but i'll update later,
when something interesting happens.

ttyl

It's so amazing!
This is the 50th post!
Just like it says in the title!
This is going to make history!
Well, this HAS made blogger history!
lol

So, today i came to school late,
we had to pick up Rebekah,
and SOMEONE got ready late...
(it was either me or my mum)
At school we were supposed to be doing our geography project,
keyword, SUPPOSED.
We didn't really do much,
Alena skyped with phon,
and told him to come to school,
coz the school is near his house,
and he really did come,
and Alena was just joking!
So, i came up with the idea,
of hiding from him!
And we had a false alarm,
that was funny,
coz rebekah thought that the noise was phon,
but it wasn't,
and then i saw the real phon!
So i'm like,
u guys! it's phon!
So we ran to hide!
aren't we good people?
=]
well, of course I'M a good person,
since when was I mean?

Anyways, so Alena surprised phon,
and then we sat at our seats,
and Alena told phon that she was joking!
And he WALKED all the way from his house to the school.
So he said that he came here for no reason,
and then we decided to watch bratz!
And when we were watching bratz,
it started to rain!
And then after a while phon had to go home,
and we continued watching bratz.
Then, when bratz finished,
we skyped with phon,
and listened to music,
and we done a little bit on our project,
little bit - the heading
lol
we done sooo much work today!

Clarence called me,
not to long after me & rebekah came,
and i was angry at him,
coz i don't have my money yet,
and soon i'm gonna charge interest!
Coz i've been nice,
and haven't charged him interest,
if i was charging him interest,
he would owe me rm 100 by now!
Aren't i nice?

And, i know Clarence's "ex-crush"
coz he says that he doesn't like her anymore,
but i don't believe him,
but i want my money,
BEFORE december,
actually, if he doesn't give it to me by the end of the month,
i'm gonna start charging interest.

i warned him!
So it would be wise of him to give me the money,
A.S.A.P

btw, IAN - Is A Noob
teehee
i came up with it!
you just don't get it,
coz you weren't in the convo.

Have you known that Samuel is so gullable?
this is the whole story..
well, chat.

KEY:
R - Dara (me)
S - Samuel (him)


R - how r u??
S - i am good
S - i am going genting with a friend afterward
R - really??
S - yeah
S - till sunday
R - y didn't u invite me??
S - thought you wouldn't come
S - soooooooooooooo sorry
R - omg
R - u suck..
R - u still could've invited me..
R - coz i hav nothin 2 do!!!
S - lol
S - fine
S - you wanna come along?
R - HELL YEA!!
S - how?
R - err...
R - how r u guys going there??
S - we're going there at 6
S - or is it 7
R - den pick me up!
S - we already did the picking up
S - for friends
S - so
S - sorry
S - =(
R - omg..
R - u f-ing suck!!
R - ur so mean...
R - where r u now???
S - preparing
R - so ur @ ur house??
S - yeah
R - where do u live??
S - Bangsar
R - that's so close 2 where i live!!
S - where do you live?
R - giv me da add..
R - and i'll go 2 ur house
R - & we can go 2gether
S - for real?
S - lol
R - wit ur friends!!
R - YEA!
S - i only brought 1 other
R - yea..
R - ok
S - tivoli villas
R - ok..
S - apartment 4-2-4
R - ok
S - i'll tell my mom then
R - lol
R - no!!
R - i was jk!!
R - omg
R - lol
S - lol
R - i can't believe u believed it!!
S - you made me got off my chair
R - lol
R - retard..
R - i thought u were fit?
S - i am so gullible =(
R - lol
R - YEAP!!
R - hahaha
S - you took advantage of me gullibility
R - dat was funny..
S - =(
R - well i didn't know u were so gullable
R - besides...
R - if u were someone else, i wouldn't do it
R - but it's coz ur u!!
S - lol
S - i just cant say no
S - lol
R - lol
R - ur sooooooo gullable!!
R - i can't believe u actually thought i was coming!!
S - how many people know of my gullability?
S - no one =)
S - except you
S - dang it
R - just wait til i tell everyone!!
S - lol
S - noo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
R - just u wait..
R - soon everyone will know!!
R - i'll put it on my blog!!

And now i finally got around to writing it on my blog!
lol
it was so funny!

I CAN EAT AGAIN!!!
6 days done, 23 more days to go
like i always say,
i REALLY shouldn't be counting down the days,
it's not good!
but meh

ttyl

Now i know the sad, sad truth.
It isn't my dad's fault i might end up going back to australia,
it's his contractors fault!!
So i'm sorry i wrote all those bad things about him!!
But i was caught up in the heat of the moment!!
So, i'm actually excited about whats happening!!

I GET TO GO BACK TO AUSTRALIA!!!

But i'll miss all of my friends in Malaysia!!!
pfft...
but, we can sue my dad's contractor!!
Coz, they LIED, and they want him to do a crappy job,
and he shouldn't be doing a crappy job,
coz he's to good for it,
so he's either gonna quit,
or they're going to give him a better job,
but i think that there's a 70% chance that i'm going back to australia!!
WOOT!!
(sorry, but i just can't help but be happy!!)

And, i might be smarter than the peeps in Australia,
coz there's like, a different syllabus,
and the one here is harder!!
WOOT!!!
again..

Fasting is over for today!!
5 days done, 24 to go!!
(i really shouldn't be counting down the days)
So, when i go back to australia for my holiday this year,
(in december)
it might be for life...
kinda

This wouldn't have happened,
if it weren't for my dad's job!
I moved here coz we thought it was permanent!!
But NOOOO, it's not,
coz they lied,
and i think that we should be able to sue them for it!!

Who agrees??
Coz, i'm hurting all the new friends i've made,
by going back to australia!!
But, even though i'll miss you like shit,
be happy for me,
please?

IT'S PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!
PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!
DO THE PEANUT BUTTER JELLY,
PEANUT BUTTER JELLY,
PEANUT BUTTER JELLY WITH A BASEBALL BAT!!

FYI i've been singing that song ALL day today!

IT'S THE...
GREAT BIG BOOK OF EVERYTHING,
WITH EVERYTHING INSIDE,
TO SEE THE WORLD AROUND US,
THIS BOOK'S THE PERFECT GUIDE!

FYI that's from a t.v show called stanley!
And, i don't really expect you to understand,
but i know that alena would!!
:D

Oh yes, i almost forgot,
THIS IS A PUBLIC APOLOGY TO AZLIN!!
Well, it's not really a apology,
i'm just letting her know that i forgive her,
for not noticing when i'm online!!
I'M SOOO OVER IT NOW!

Oh, and me & my mum had another fight...
kinda.
Well, she got pissed at me for no reason,
and then she says that she's had enough of listening to me,
when i done nothing!!
pfft..
stupid beetch

But, we'll be friends again soon,
this type of thing ALWAYS happens.
i don't even want to count how many times i've been pissed at my mum!!
:S
it'll be A LOT!!

so that's it..
coz there's like, nothing else to write about,
but at least i gave you guys a warning,
that i was going to move!!
so, don't act suprised,
or i'll kill you,
and i mean that in a "nice" way! :D

ttyl

I'm at school right now,
in Mandarin, our teacher isn't here,
so we have free time! yay!
But it's kinda boring,
the advanced class has a lesson,
but the beginners don't,
I'M GONNA DIE OF BOREDOM!!!
BTW, dying of boredom, is one of the top killers,
of teenagers...
The first time i said that,
i said teen children,
instead of teenagers!
lol

So far today, nothing exciting has happened,
Me & Alena just had an argument,
about who is more special!
But, i think i lost...
:S
Why isn't someone making me laugh?
Is it coz we're in class right now?
pfft...
i'm so bored!
listening to "thing's i'll never say - Avril Lavigne"
i swear, if you don't know who she is...
well...err...
your just stupid!!!
:P
BURRNNNN
There's so many people in my class,
that are in the advanced mandarin class.
pfft...i'm surrounded by chinese people!!!
lol

Let me tell you about our class,
There are only 5 girls (Me, Alena, Arisa, Simone, Rebekah)
and the other 18 are all boys!!
STRESS LINES!!!!!!
argh!!
help, help! sos

wtf am i talking about??
i'm just so bored,
and i don't want to do the geography project!
-_-'
OMG
i'm so friggin hungry..
but i don't wanna pay my debt..
so i'll just do it without complaining...
well, TRY to do it without complaining!!
i would never change my religion,
so that i don't have to do this!!
never, i repeat NEVER!!!

teeheehee...
i want to eat a cheese pie,
i think it'll taste really nice!!
i'm gonna make one one day....
when i get my own house,
or something like that.

i'm not looking forward to the future..
and part of my past is filled with horrible memories...
life is like...so sad sometimes,
even though i know that there are people that are worse off then me,
i don't like our geography teacher,
Mrs Hemawathy,
she annoys the shizz out of me,
even though she done like, nothing!!
We have to do an assignment, and a project,
and that annoys the shizz out of me!!!!
URGH
why do we have so much homework in year 9?!
In Australia it wouldn't be like this!!
pfft..
I DECLARE WAR ON HOMEWORK
AND TEACHERS!!

stupid, stupid...
someone..
i'm just rambling on about nothing,
NOTHING,
NOTHING!!!!

i wish, that we had a better teacher for geography!!
i wish school was fun, like it once was,
instead of owrryine about exams,
24/7
it's not like life is an exam,
and exams were wayyyy better in Australia!!
Right now, i think it would be better if i was in Australia,
so it doesn't matter if i move back in December.

IT'S ALL MY DAD'S FAULT!!
Sure, he doesn't give a shit if we move around,
but i'm making new friends,
and then i HURT them by moving,
seriously, what the hell is wrong with him?!
I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!!
geez
why did we have to move in the first place,
if we just end up going back,
6 months later!!!

damn retarded man...
damn retarded...
i miss everything...
and i'm in school right now,
i hate school,
and you should know why by now!!
school hasn't finished in Australia yet,
i can't wait til it finishes!!!
i NEED to talk to them..
and i'm really pissed at someone,
just coz...
well, for no reason,
and i don't even know who..
*thinks of someone*
OH!
now i know...
but you should all know who i'm pissed at by now!
i'm friggin stressed,
and i have a head ache,
and i wanna kill people,
well i would, if i didn't go to jail!

damn hungry man..
i'm loosing it!
and don't feel like school tomorrow!!
i don't feel like waking up early!!
i think i've had enough of it all!!
ALL of it!
lol

YAY!
School is OVER!!
freedom!!!
for a little while,
coz the van is leaving soon.
so i'll write more when i get back home.

OK!
i'm home!!!
i'm gonna publish this, when i've broken my fast.
so, just ot let you know,
school today, was BORING!!
i swear, i could've died of boredom!!
But, when me & rebekah were walking,
i slipped, and i said "oh sh.."
i didn't finish the word,
but i slipped,
but thank god i didn't fall,
coz if i fell...
well, no comment!

Alena always told me to slip & fall,
but i just slipped today!
and, in the van,
i was being really retarded...
it was...cool?

I JUST COOKED DINNER!!
kinda...
i'm not gonna bother to explain it,
anywho,
FASTING IS OVER FOR THE DAY!!!
woot!
4 days done, 25 to go!

i really shouldn't be counting down the days...
but meh!
i've got to do my maths, business, computer & english homework,
well, i think that's all the homework i have..
and i'll work on my geography project!
so....i guess that goodbye for today...

ttyl