Death is sometimes the better option,
coz you don't have to face your fears,
unless your fear is death itself.
Why am i randomly talking about this?
Well, i was thinking about suicide today,
and it's not the first time either.
Usually i think about suicide when;
A) i'm angry at my parents
B) i think my life sucks like shizz
C) coz i hate everything/myself

Isn't it nice to know that one of your friends thinks about suicide on a regular basis?
Well, i don't think about it regularly..
whatever.
i'll tell why i was thinking about suicide today,
so, today is fathers day, in australia.
and i told my dad that i was gonna celebrate mothers day and fathers day when australia celebrates it.
So, we were gonna eat at secret recipe,
and he said that he was alright with it,
and then he got really pissed,
and when we were waiting to order,
he just got up and left.
Without saying anything to me & my mum!
So we followed him,
and we ended up eating somewhere else,
and when we were following him,
i was thinking about suicide...
yea, it's a "nice" thought.

teeheehee
Fasting is over for today!!
7 days done, 22 more to go!
woot!
Phon is now calling me the "great one"
and calling ally "queen"
and i'm making a contract for me & ally.
this is what it says so far;

WARNING:
When you sign this contract, the following statements are true, and if you say that they aren’t, you have the privilege to be put to shame by Rara and Ally.

1. Ally gets to LOVE Rara more ONLY on Fridays.
2. Ally is SPECIAL
3. Ally is CRAZY
4. Rara is INSANE
5. Rara is a PHSYCO
6. Rara is RETARDED
7. Rara is MENTAL
8. Ally’s UNICORNs and EVIL BALLERINA COWS are awesome
9. Rara’s GIRAFFES and CHINESE PENGUINS are sexy
10. Phon’s ALLIGATORS, GOOSE and GRIZZLY BEARS are gay
11. Taylor, Percy, Cynthia, Stewie and Jeffry are cool
12. Rara and Ally are the MIGHTY
13. Phon has to serve Rara and Ally to his dying breath
14. Phon has to call Rara “great one”
15. Phon has to call Ally “queen”
16. Phon, Charles and Mason are gay

i think i'm going to add more on tomorrow.
and soon me & ally will sign it...
MWAHAHA
nothing can stop me now,
NOTHING!!!

Today will be the first REAL monday..
i'm scared!
and i have so many things to bitch about right now,
but i really shouldn't,
because that's a horrible thing to do.
lol
so i guess that's it for today,
but i think i had heaps of things to write about earlier on today,
but i'll update later,
when something interesting happens.

ttyl