Number 114
Saturday, November 29, 2008 4:09 AM
I'll start with what happened on thursday ok?
So thursday was technically my last day of school.
In the morning Azlin took my camera and took pictures of people.
Melody and I (with some help from Anny) styled mason's hair.
The first one was freaking retarded.
I swear.
It looked like a freaking temple!
And I put a pencil through it!!!
(it was prom hairstyle 1)
Then we changed it to this nerd hairstyle.
That didn't quite work out coz his hair kept flicking up!
We used Mason's wax.
He ended up washing his hair at break and wax was dripping off his head!
The wax made him look like he had dandruff...
Maybe Melody and I put a little bit too much wax..
oh wells!
We got McDonalds for lunch.
Mmm.
McDonalds.. *drools*
Shit. Now i'm hungry.
Who has McDonalds?
ahah
Then Melody was taking pictures.
How she can be so good at taking pictures will never cease to amaze me.
I said goodbye to some people.
Flicked peoples heads so that their braincells popped and they got dumber!
XD
That was the best part!
lolz
Azlin didn't end up going to the prom.
T-T
*sighs*
And Melanie didn't end up sleeping over...
Haley came to my house eventually and I swear we were soo happy to see each other again as well as excited!
When we eventually got to the Concorde Hotel Haley was being a nervous fuck.
She's all like "I can't do this" and shit like that.
I eventually made her do it!
XD
I'm such a good friend!
Mason and Eric were already there when we came.
Then
Yeong, Sam, Hasina, Shien, Veronica, Cherise, Dexter, Melanie and Rikiesh came...
eventually.
(I made Yeong's name big coz i accidentally left him out.. ahha)
Not that their names were
not in order.
XP
Why?
Coz I don't remember the order..
ahah
So we had a buffet and people were singing songs, taking photos, chatting.
Oh yeah.
Melody wore a dressXD
Then near the end they announced the prom queen, kind and jester.
Prom King - James
Prom Queen - Zuly
Jester - Arthur
Music was playing.
Club music.
I swear Eric is a good dancer.
XD
And we were all club dancing.
Coz it went with the music.
I swear Melanie went crazy.
So I'm warning you.
Clubbing with her will be S-C-A-R-Y!!!Melody didn't end up wanting to go.
*shocked look comes on whoever you people are that are reading this blog*
And eventually people left.
Today I had to wake up early.
It was like, 8 o'clock or something like that?
urgh.
I was forced to go to some shit warehouse clearout sale shit.
It was fucking gay.
I didn't end up getting anything.
-_-
Not fair!
Then we drove to the school to get my report card.
I saw some of my friends.
(Ally first)
And we were walking around and I talked to a few more of my friends.
It was really nice just to see them for one last time before I leave.
But maybe we'll meet again before I leave.
I swear if we don't I will rip off your testicles...
ahem ahem
It happens now!
Shut up!I eventually went home.
Then I went to bangsar for a little while.
And then I went back home.
Then I eventually went to Pavillion to go and watch
TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Freaking hell man.
They cut out some of the fucking scenes!
Damn freaking Malaysian fucking government..
well at least i think it's the governments fault...
*thinks*
Well I have absolutely no idea!
And then the movies suddenly stopped.
So everyone in the cinema was like
What the fuck is wrong with this?
And I was making comments about suing the cinema.
I swear when twilight began to start everyone practically screamed.
And when the vampires came.
Oh em gee.
Total hawtness!!!!
Although they cut out some of the fucking scenes and that made the movie bad, some parts of it the actors looked constipated!
I swear, in the Ballet scene with Bella on the floor she sounded like she was giving birth for fucks sake!
So damn freaking retarded.
Oh yeah gurls and maybe guys...
James and Taylor are mine!!!
&
Emmet and Edward are Ally's!!!
&
Jasper is equally shared between us!!!
So back off unless you want to see a certain someone's fist in your mouth!
Got it?
I knew you would!
XD
I have fallen in love with Paramore all over again..
ahah
Decode is a freaking awesome song.
The past two days have been freaking awesome.
Well most parts of them.
XD
I just want all my friends to know that I will never forget you and I hate Malaysia because now I have too many BFFLs!!!!
urgh.
*glares at Ally J.*
I love you all and we sooo have to catch up BEFORE I leave.
Got it?
I knew you would
*smiles innocently*ttyl

Number 113
Thursday, November 27, 2008 1:23 AM
Well on my msn dp you can see what I'm talking about.
ahah.
So today was not only my second last day of school but it was also R.A.G day.
Actually today was pretty awesome.
We had normal classes until break.
Me and Ally changed to fabric painting.
After I changed into my sports uniform we went to Ms Usha's staffroom to ask her where the class was coz she was teaching that particular class.
So she said that it was in M6.
So we went upstairs and walked along looking for M6.
Then it wasn't there so we went back downstairs and we found it.
So we went downstairs for no freakin reason!
It was funny though.
On the way to break i was being all Mission Impossible and James Bond.
Jumping from pillar to pillar using my hands as guns.
Then, when we were crossing the bridge thing that had no shelter I called out;
"Open fire!!!"
and i was shooting at the other levels.
I was running across the bridge so that the enemies couldn't see me.
XD
Agent Kay of course was running with me.
When we got to the canteen everything was like, empty!
So I said, we're either late or early.
It turns out that we were late.
Oops.
Oh wells.
On the way to the fabric painting we passed Haley's bro.
So I said hi to him and I got a candy cane from him!
Agent Kay was soo freakin jealous.
So I had a candy cane gun for the rest of the day.
When we went up we went to the wrong level.
So we had to go back down again.
Ahaha.
Then at the fabric painting thing Hariz joined.
Ahahaha.
(BTW he is
not an agent. XP)
And we almost made him laugh until he was crying!
Then on the way to lunch I was all "Agent Ex" and shit like that.
XD
I hate this Chicken and it had a lot of sauce and rice left over.
So I mixed it all together (including the bones) and added my leftover water (from my water bottle coz I couldn't drink anymore!)
Then Hariz came over and said that I should put it in the empty bottle.
So I did.
And then, when we were putting our plates away and throwing away our rubbish Hariz added
more water to the bottle. I shook it up and offered it to tarang.
It looked like vomit.
He said no.
*sighs*
Actually he was more concerned about where Michael was...
And Hariz took the bottle from me and showed it to his friends.
The were repulsed by it.
I think he threw away the bottle int he end.
XD
I don't really know.
Then we went back to fabric painting.
Me and Agent Kay were painting my school shirt.
(which is now named my "leaving shirt")
We only got to paint a lil bit of it though.
So tomorrow Agent Kay is going to bring her coloured permanent markers so we can finish the design!
XD
It's going to be soo awesome!
So when it's finished i'll take pics of it and upload it here ok?
We finished the R.A.G day thing at 3.
So me and Agent Kay went to our home rooms.
Then Julian and Sukha came.
Then chak leong.
Took a few retarded pics.
haha
I'm going to end this post with the pic of me and chak leong!
XD

ttyl

Number 112
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 8:51 PM
Today we had this "25 and still growing" project.
Kinda.
I'll start from the beginning.
We had this short assembly this morning but it was only a few people at school that went to it.
Only the primary's and the secondary school that was taking part in the Still Growing project.
This guy came up and explained to us all about it.
They said that it was the last celebration for Cempaka's 25th Anniversary.
We had to get these plants which had numbers on them.
Then we had to go to the holes with the same number and plant them in 25 minutes.
All to do with 25 rites?
haha.
Then Datin gave a speech and she signed this thing.
It was really retarded.
Ally said that her name reminded her of an ostrich...
Ahem ahem.
Normal!
So we were dismissed...
(haha dismissed...)
And we got our T-shirts.
They are white and black.
I'm still wearing mine now!
XD
And we got changed into them coz we had to.
Anne joined our group coz Rebekah didn't come.
We ended up getting there late so we didn't have a plant.
So we just walked over to Sukha's group and we watched them plant.
I was playing with the hoe!
haha.
I was calling it "my hoe".
lolz.
After we finished and everyone went back to class me and Ally went to disturb Julian.
We were talking crap with him and Sukh most of the day.
Sometimes Eric or Mohammed would join.
And some of the boys got changed into their regular school uniform.
And then they found out that they didn't have to!
So they changed back.
And Hasina was too lazy to go to the toilets so he changed in the class room.
Normal.
And Tarang asked if I could take off my shirt.
Thanks but no thanks.
On the way to lunch I was going all mission impossible!
haha
Ally was named Agent Kay and I was Agent Ex.
And we still are!
XD
It was AWESOME!
When I got to the canteen I was puffed!
ahahahah.
It was THAT retarded.
I'm too lazy to tell you about everything that happened.
Why?
Coz i'll suddenly remember something and everything will be confuzzling.
After lunch me n Ally sat wit Simone, Arisa, Chuckles McFreckles and Yeong.
XD
I found out my Science marks.
56/80
The top in my half of the class.
*sighs*
When we were standing in the corridor before History started we were talking shit.
I got my wallet and started to throw some of my coins at a bird.
hehe
Damn it was all retarded.
And there was a conversation about pubic hair around Eric's mouth.
Tomorrow is R.A.G day.
Me, Ally n Azzy signed up for Ancient Games and Lesuire.
I wonder what it will be like...
We have normal classes until break.
Then we change into our sports uniform.
tsk tsk
I have to bring my stuff!
T-T
Oh wells!
Dude.
I am so freakin scared.
There is this girl Tatyana or Taty for short.
And she was born on the excat same day as me and she's the exact same age!
Apparently we have common interests too...
SCARY!!!
First there's Lara, who looks like me.
Then there's Ally, when we are all triplet-ic and stuff.
Now there's Taty, when we are almost the same!
*shudders*
oh wells.
I was armwrestling Eric.
It was funny.
I won.
And I scratched people with my nails..
oops...
haha
ttyl

Number 111
12:32 AM
Oh em gee.
Today was AWESOME!!!!
Justin or Alex brought a blade to school.
So Mohammed, Hasina, Alena, Eric, Sukha and I were playing with it.
The class got to see how loud I screamed.
Well, it wasn't the loudest that I screamed.
Coz I said that I'd scream if they tried to take it from me.
And they did.
Oh wells.
And in the morning me and Alena took the blade and we were fighting over it.
I think the boys got scared.
Well I did see a certain someone flinch.
I swear to freakin god that me and Alena are so alike.
We act like real triplets.
Heck she even finished my sentence for me today!
Freakay...
*shudders*
It's unnatural!!!
Anyways.
Back to the blade.
So we were doing shit with the blade.
And Mohammed was going to like, throw the blade at Hasina and shit like that.
Hasina and Eric were like fighting over the blade and i swear they were about to stab each other.
It was scary.
There was also other funny stuff happening with the blade that I'm too lazy to talk about.
Bekah came to school late because Ally made her sick.
Tsk tsk.
At least I'm not sick!
That's like, the first time EVER!!!!!
I stole Justin's mp3 or mp4 or whatever it is.
I fell in love with this song.
It's a japanese song called rush.
Or something like that.
And I had the volume up to it's maximum!!
And both ears in!
I swear it was awesome.
And my friends were like, how the fuck can she stand that?!
And stuff like that.
ahha.
Our tests today was this crapped up one about the rules, art and BM.
I didn't have to do art coz i'm in fashion.
XD
Today was AWESOME!!!
And me and Ally were like all so excited bout TWILIGHT!!!
And I wanna watch BOLT!!!!
Oh yeah.
Boom is gonna wear a purple tie to the prom!
XD
It's gonna be awesome!!!
Now I just need everyone's hp nums.
Why?
So that I can contact everyone later on.
ttyl

Number 110
Monday, November 24, 2008 10:52 AM
If I could do anything at all to those fucked up bitches i call my parents i'd give them a new fucking personality.
Does the fact that i have a soul, that i'm a human being seem to escape their minds?
urgh.
I don't give a fuck about them anymore.
And why the fuck should they care about me?!
I'd kill them.
No wonder i write about rape and shit like that.
How my stories have family problems in them.
I WANT a fuckin punchin bag!!!
So i can punch the fuck out of it.
urgh.
Maybe i should just run away?
Hah!
I'm actually considering running away!
I've even got an idea on how to do it!

Number 109
2:37 AM
You know what?
I HATE my parents.
I'm giving two examples to show how much they CARE about me ok?
So the first was this one time when a plate dropped on the floor.
It dropped onto my HEAD first then onto the floor.
And i was fucking crying man.
And you know what they said?
Don't worry, the plate's not broken.
Did they not care that my fucking head hurt like fucking hell?!
Then today, a bowl dropped and broke.
My dad was already asleep and my mum didn't do an thing.
She didn't even flinch.
The bowl could've injured me for fucks sake!!!
But no, it's not like she's care or anything like that right?
Like all parents are meant to do that!
Why can't they be like other people's parents and care?
Fucking mother.
Fucking shit.
Fucking life.
Fucking fuck fuck.
ttyl

Number 108
Sunday, November 23, 2008 7:00 PM
You Are 80% Evil
|

You are very evil. And you're too evil to care.
Those who love you probably also fear you. A lot.
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Apparently.
psh.
Some people say that i'm more evil than that!!!
urgh.
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| You Scored as The Devil You are pure evil, your focus is on yourself no matter what and every now and then you will even go out of your way to put others in pain just for fun.
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haha! this one is completely true!!!
Your Result is: Most Evil!
You're bones are black and you are wicked. You're middle name is Evil and you love every letter of it.

Take
How Evil Are You? 
so is this one!!!
XD
I have to clean my room today.
*sighs*
oh wells
ttyl

Number 107
1:46 AM
Phew. I finally watched madagascar 2!!
Sure it was funny.
But i only really laughed twice in it.
I guess when i watch a movie with my friends i react differently.
Oh wells.
This blog skin is PERFECT for me!!!
It's the one i've been looking for ever since.. urm.. this year!
haha
I thin all of you people reading this should read the Heartbreak Kid blog on the link list.
Read all of the posts.
One by one.
Shows how fucked up things can be.
It shows how hard it is for some people.
It has stuff written down in it that I can't write down on here.
Shit man.
It's already obvious that it's me that's writing that blog.
So read it.
And pray that your life doesn't end up like mine.
ttyl

Number 106
Friday, November 21, 2008 11:33 PM
Subject: Questions You Would Never Guess the Answers!!!
Q: What is the similarity between men and rats?
A: Both keep searching for new holes.
Q: What is the closest thing similar to a woman's period?
A: Your salary, it comes once a month lasts about 5- days and if it doesn't come, it means you are in big trouble.
Q: What's the difference between biology and sociology?
A: When the baby looks like his dad or mom, then it is biology. When the baby looks like the neighbor, then it is sociology.
Q: Doctor: You look so weak & exhausted. Are you having 3 meals a
day as I have advised?
A: Lady: Doctor, I thought you said 3 males a day.
Q: Girl friend & boy friend go for a movie. In the dark, a mosquito enters the girl's skirt. Guess where it would have bitten?
A: The boy friend's hand.
Q: Tarzan and the animals went to the river to take a bath. Tarzan removed his clothes. All the animals laughed. Tarzan asked 'Why'?
A: The animals told him. Your tail is in front'.
Three Answers That Most Afraid by Man
1. (Whatever)
Men : What to have for dinner?
Women : Whatever.
Men : Why not we have steamboat?
Women : Don't want la, eat steamboat later got pimples in my face
Men : Alright, why not we have Si Chuan cuisine
Women : Yesterday ate Si Chuan, today eat again?
Men : Hmm..... I suggest we have seafood
Women : Seafood no good la, later I got diarrhea
Men : Then what you suggest?
Women : Whatever.
2. (Anything)
Men : So what should we do now?
Women : Anything
Men : How about watching movie? Long time we didn't watch movie
Women : Watching movie no good la, waste time only
Men : How about we play bowling, do some exercises?
Women : Exercise in such hot day? You not feel tire meh?
Men : Then find a café and have drink
Women : Drink coffee will affect my sleep
Men : Then what you suggest?
Women : Anything.
3. (You decide)
Men : Then we just go home lo
Women : You decide
Men : Let take bus, I will accompany you
Women : Bus is dirty and crowded. Don't want la
Men : Ok we will take Taxi
Women : Not worth it la... for such a short distance
Men : Alright, then we walk lo. Take a slow walk
Women : What to walk with empty stomach woh?
Men : Then what you suggest?
Women : You decide
Men : Let's have dinner first
Women : Whatever.
Men : Eat what?
Women : Anything.
(He looked around... when no one here and he killed her....)
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Nine words women use...
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are
right and you need to shut up.
2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more
minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something,
and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing
usually end in fine.
4.)Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5.)Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement
often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an
idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing
with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)
6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a wom an
can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard
before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
7.)Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say
you're welcome.
8.)Whatever : Is a women's way of saying FUCK YOU!
9.)Don't worry about it, I got it : Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but
is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's
wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.Then you RUN!
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Yesh. I guess most of that is true.
XD
lolz
We had the subjects from Tuesdays timetable
We like, hardly done any work today.
Coz we didn't have any exams.
Turns out Ally has to pull out 5 of her teeth and she's pulling them out on the 5th of December.
Oo, I had chicken nuggets for dinner!
Lols.
Just felt like saying that.
So in Science we had to do work.
pffts.
Then we had English.
We had to answer these questions.
Mason, Aris and I ended up looking at baby names.
Don't ask how it got to that.
Then we had Geography.
Ally and I made the map of La La Land.
I'll put up the pictures later if i'm not too lazy to take pictures.
Then we had break.
Then after break we had Business Studies.
That was when I decided that we needed a national anthem.
It's the song "i like big butts" by Sir Mixalot.
Mr Shahram (our B.S teacher) like ran out of the room to Ms Ong!
It was sooo funny!
He was like, rushing towards her!!!
Gawsh you people should've been there if you weren't.
In maths me and Ally showed Ms Sulo our La La Land stuff.
Then Ms Sulo asked us if we had facebook.
In maths i decided to make a Contract to make La La Land real.
So on Monday we are going to have this special ceremony.
Gawsh it was so retarded.
Then we had lunch.
It was freakin gay coz we had to go to lunch the same time we do on thursdays not like how it is on fridays!!!
grr.
BTW hardly anyone came to school today.
Then we had History.
We had Mr N first then Ms Elisa.
I'm calling him Mr N so what?
Just coz i don't know how to speel his name!
pffts.
We were doing our own stuff when Mr N was there and then my mac ran out of battery.
*sighs*
Then when Ms Elisa came we pretended to work.
Well that's what she said to do in case whats-her-face comes.
That bitch that thinks she rules the school and shit like that.
We had spotcheck and they took my lolly from me...
oh wells. I still have more! XD
I was the first girl to be checked and I had to take off my sweater.
The guys were looking..
pffts.
I think Tarang said "it looks like they're stripping" or something like that.
I couldn't help but notice ..
wait, I won't write that.
Then when I finally got home.
Boom was like, desperate to talk to me.
urgh.
Like wadda fuck man??
Not that I have a problem with it or anything.
It's just really unexpected...
ok! I felt like saying wadda fuck.
tch.
Anyways.
Why did he want to talk to me?
He wanted to tell me that Hasina plays good football. (Soccer for some peeps)
That without him their team would've lost really badly.
That he was the man of the match.
And that if I had time next week i could watch him play on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday.
I can't come.
Just so you know.
Wadda fuck man?
I mean, who am I telling that to?
Gawsh.
I feel like i'm too retarded for my own good sometimes.
It's so sad!!!
Oh em gee.
Me and Alena have like soo much in common.
We both want to donate our organs to the hospital when we die.
We both shake our legs when we cross our legs and our mothers get angry at us about it!
We both want happy gas not a needle of anesthetic.
We both want to paint the walls of our rooms black!
Oh em gee much?
It's like.
Gawsh!
Scary!!!
Well, you know the connection right?
Triplets!
And when we were talking to Eric after school earlier on today.
We said the exact same sentences at the exact same time.
Freakayyy i tells yah.
Gawsh.
It's like.
OH EM GEE!!!!
That's the only way i can describe it.
ttyl

Number 105
Thursday, November 20, 2008 10:52 PM
Ok, so I admit that the title is random.
Well, this post is called abortion because I was just explaining to Hariz what an abortion is.
He kept thinking that they were miscarriages!
haha
that freak!
Ok. I guess I better give you another update about my exams.
I got a really bad result in Maths.
22 out of 70!!!
Now I'm doing my maths project with Eric.
Why?
Coz we both don't have partners and we both didn't do ANYTHING!
yet.
hehe
So on Wednesday we had a freakin assembly!
Did the fact that it's exam week escape Datin Freida's mind?
Well?
Did it?!
I mean, she wants us to get good marks right?
What if someone's class had an exam during assembly?
What would they do then huh?
Urgh.
Then she done some whacked up speech about the preforming arts!
Saying that the West Side Story is up to international status!
And that it's even better than the professionals!!
She also said that you don't really need to study.
Coz the preforming arts is more important..
well that's the way it came out!
And then we saw the trailer for West Side Story.
It was STUPID!!!
I mean seriously, it's just a school play!
urgh.
So on Wednesday we had the science first.
The most that i'm gonna get is 72/80!!
Well at least I'd still get an 'A' right?
Then we had BM. Which was alright.
I think I done pretty well in it.
The only thing that I'm worrying about is using Indonesian words instead of Malay!
:S
Then we had french last!
I totally flunked french.
It was so freaking bad.
Oh wells.
It's not like I care or anything.
Me and Ally kept saying 'i know right'!
It was sooo funny i swear.
We made Melody, Rebekah, Melanie and Marisa run away from us!
They kept telling us to shut up!
But it's not our fault.
I mean, we can't help it!
Coz me n Ally r like, triplets and everything!
Then we were comparing Earth to La La Land.
We were going on these rants and then at the end of every sentence we were like,
'i know right!'
It was awesome!!!!
Today was the English (p2), I.T and Mandarin exam.
I think I flunked I.T and Mandarin.
I hope I done well in English!!!
*fingers crossed*
Me n Ally were doing the 'i know right' thing again.
XD
At lunch Ally went to her dentist appointment.
She was supposed to get like, four of her teeth pulled out.
So I walked her to the guardhouse.
On the way up I told her about the exciting story of when my cousin Akhmal had to get circumcised.
He didn't end up getting circumcised coz he was scared.
He thought that they wouldn't give him any anesthetic.
I blame my aunts.
They kept scaring him.
Aww the poor kid.
Here is a picture of Akhmal.

So the past few days have been pretty 'i know'-ish.
XD
I wrote this gory story after mandarin.
Chak Leong, Rebekah and Justin got creeped out by it.
After school I made Hariz read it and he still has the story in his mind!
I think it might give him nightmares...
oops.
oh wells.
It's not my fault they get creeped out by that kind of stuff.
Besides it was nothing compared to what Ally does.
Gawsh.
I've found out that most guys get creeped out by more stuff than me!
That's sad, for them!
lolz
I've got everything that I need to go to the prom.
Shoes, bag, dress etc.
omg.
Yesterday Boom was saying how nice Hasina is.
As in he's well built and stuff.
It was... scary.
I seriously wouldn't expect HIM to say that.
hehe
tomorrow we don't have exams.
Instead we have them on monday.
pffts.
Tomorrow we have tuesdays lessons which is like, wadda fuck much?
urgh.
Stupid fudged up school.
Apparently this term is Hasina's last term in Cempaka.
Just like me!
XD
ttyl

Number 104
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 11:26 PM
On Monday we had the B.S, Lit and History Exams.
I think they went kinda alright for me!
XD
And today we had the Maths, English and Geo exams..
not so good.
T-T
oh wells.
Oh em gee.
Dude.
Alena made me spit our my water today at break!
So there I was peacefully drinking.
And then she said.
"Mangoes will make you choke."
Then I started to choke.
And Azlin and Melanie ran away.
I spat the water on the floor.
It felt like I was vomiting.
Urgh.
Bad memories.
And then the people behind me were staring at me.
Dont' they know that it's rude to stare?
Gawsh.
I haven't finished my giant lollipop yet.
XD
It's not even halfway finished!!
I now end this post with a picture of me, my new haircut AND my lollipop.

ttyl

Number 103
Sunday, November 16, 2008 9:00 PM
I swear if you understood my title,
you must be some smart person!
lolz.
I HATE weekends.
Why?
Coz there's nothing to do.
Ok, so I've finally bought breaking dawn.
I've got a haircut.
I've got a giant lollipop.
So what?
I'm supposed to be studying coz the exams start tomorrow.
I tried.
I can't.
I'm too fucking lazy.
I'm not even in the mood to study.
Which makes my weekend extra boring.
And guess what?
When I've finished the test early, i'm gonna be even more bored!!
Oh the pain of weekends.
Yes, i changed the colour of my braces.
And now they hurt like fuck!!
No, i'm NOT over reacting.
*sighs*
Why the fuck did they invent braces?
They are like, torture devices sometimes!!
Damn freaking annoying i tells yah!!
Soz Alena, i know that me saying, well writing, that makes you feel uneasy..
Anyways, back to my rant about weekends!
lolz
Like, everybody looks forward to weekends,
I only do coz i get to sleep in!!
lolz.
But I have nothing to do!!!!
grr.
Next weekend i'm probably going shopping.
I don't think i'm gonna buy much.
But i know what i want to buy..
ok, that was utter crap but i'm too freaking lazy to delete that.
lolz
I WANT those shoes..
haha
nahh, i don't really want those shoes anymore but there are other shoes that i want now!!
lolz.
I'm not explaining anything here am i?
I'll probably end up buying one or the other.
Coz I don't want TOO much luggage to carry back to Oz.
fuck.
Well, i think i am one of the few people in my class that is looking forward to tomorrow.
ttyl

Number 102
Saturday, November 15, 2008 12:34 PM
On friday it was the worst day of my life.
lolz jk!
We had literature first which was actually fun!
Well, we were supposed to be doing our literature projects but in the end we were just talking crap!
I showed everyone how to meditate!
Apparently i looked constipated and it sounded like i was giving birth.
It was funny!
Then we had maths when we done revision..
I didn't listen, AT ALL!!
Well I tried to? That counts right?
Then we had french.
Ally and I had to sit in the front! T-T
Then we found something that said ASSBUTT...rite...
Then i actually answered a question right!
and I got the pronunciations right!!
I feel so freaking proud of myself!!!
Then we had break.
It was quite funny!
Then we had science until lunch.
We done some work and then we done this trivia thing.
Me and Alena got 17 out of 30! T-T
And we were supposed to be good at science!
I got the second highest in the class!
Gawsh.
Then at lunch alena was making me choke!!
Coz i was eating/drinking and she'd say something funny!
So then I was choking!!
And TWICE I almost spat out my food!
And I moved seats and then they followed me!
Then I moved again and they followed me!
Then I moved again and they followed me!
It's like they didn't want me to eat!
So after it i kept saying that I hated Ally! XP
Oh yeah, Ally, I get to love you more today!!!
Burn in my love!! XP
The joy of loving people!
lolz
Then in Geo and BM nothing really interesting happened.
Nothing really interesting happened after that.
But I did fall asleep early!!
Like, the earliest in ages!!!
I'm soo freaking proud of myself!
I didn't do my maths project and I forgot to bring my computer project to school.
So I'm going to pass them up on Monday..
(hopefully)
I can't believe that the exams are next week!
*screams*
So now i'm going to get ready.
I found out that my uncle passed away.
And there was nothing wrong with him.
It wasn't coz of old age.
And there were no warning signals.
So everyone is confused..
his body system must have shut down unexpectedly.
ttyl

Number 101
Thursday, November 13, 2008 9:33 PM
Freaking hell man!
We had a freaking morning assembly on Wednesday.
I was actually hoping that we wouldn't have one.
But noooo, we just HAD to have one didn't we?
pffts.
Well, Wednesday is the day we're meant to have assembly.
So why am I so cut?
We had assembly at 9 am though.
In history (which we had first) we were doing some quiz thingo.
It was...alright i guess.
My group was called La La Land! I knowwsss...
But i think i should've called it The Ding Dynasty.
Oh wells.
What's done is done, and it doesn't really matter anymore.
So nothing really interesting happened in Science.
Or Geo and B.S for that matter.
However we did have to do our computer theory test.
I think i done well...
I need to do my project today.
Coz it's due tomorrow!
:S
I'll start to do it after dinner.
Or something like that!
Then on Thursday..
oh wait. Thursday is today!
lol.
So today nothing really interesting happened...
wait, that's an understatement!
hehe
Well, nothing really interesting happened in English.
But i found out that my story was picked for the commonwealth essay competition thing!!
Like hell yeah!
I fucking rock mann!!
No wait, I ROLL!!! XD
lolz
Then we didn't really do anything in Mandarin.
But i got 10/10 in my project!! :D
And then break was break.
What sucks about Cempaka is that there is no edible food.
Like major pfft.
Then we had fashion.
Alena and I came late.
Why?
Coz we were stating what our dynasties had.
It's the Ming and Ding dynasty
against
the Qing and Bling dynasty.
(Ming and Ding = Ally and Mia)
(Qing and Bling = Eric and Mel)
So we were being all retarded.
Then in geography eric, ally, bebe & i were doing random things.
Eric was saying that i'm very evil..
he said that i look good on the outside but i'm evil on the inside..
i wonder why...*cough cough*
Then i hit eric and hurt my fingers.
So Ally said that he broke my fingers.
Then i got my arm amputated.
And it made Rebekah and Eric laugh until they started to cry!
Then Shien was copying me!!! :'(
Pfft. Stupid douche...
oh wells.
It didn't really work for him.
A-fuck yeah!
And Chee Zen kinda joined in with us.
Saying that i was evil and stuff like that..
pfft.
And Eric said that he was the fallen angel!!
But everyone knows that the fallen angel is a demon.
Gawsh.
Then he began to call himself and angel.
And everyone knows that that is utter crap!
So I walked around the school (until maths started) with an amputated arm.
And I said to the teachers that passed that Eric broke my fingers, amputated my arm and mutated my shoulder! pfft.
Evil evil Eric.
And he calls ME evil...
and it would be a complete lie if i said that i'm an angel...
So today was actually a pretty fun day!
And Saturday is coming closer!!
Yay!
Gahh.
I hate fridays!
T-T
But oh wells.
Friday will be over soon and then i can party!!!
Wait, i'll have to hit the books to *shudders* study.
Yes. The 'S' word.
oh wells.
I'm currently writing a story..
and guess what?
I don't even know what the plot is yet!
lolz.
But the main character is Mia.
And she'll probably be like me..
=]
And the story will have it's fair shair of retardism...
lolz
Guess what?
You learn something everyday!
The middle finger on your right hand means fuck you.
The middle finger on your left hand means fuck yeah!
And Ally and I made a victory handshake..
And when i say fuck you, ally says up the ass.
vis versa..
(i think that's how you spell it! :S)
I have a new fav song!!
It's competition - dragonette.
dragonetter make pretty good songs.
Thank you myspace for introducing the band to me!!
lolz.
I f-ing heart myspace!!
Why?
Coz my profile is freaking awesome!!
You can click the link, but you have to be signed in or one of my contacts coz it's a private profile.
So yeah.
You learn something new everyday.
And i took the "are you gay" quiz.
Turns out that i'm not gay...
oh wells.
And now i'm going to take the "are you a fatty" quiz.
lolz
I swear, if you were hanging with me today.
You would've laughed your guts out.
And whoever was hanging with me today.
Hope your guts get better!
XD
ttyl

Number 100
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 2:22 AM
Nothing at all interesting happened on Saturday.
Well not as far as I remember! heeh
or on Sunday for that matter, except for the fact that i got my room ready for a sleepover that's in 2+ weeks!
Damn i've got to do my freaking computer project and homework and other shitted up things.
On Monday Ally and I were swearing in seafood.
All because we heard Ms Sulo say what the fish?
So we were saying things like "shut your clam you stupid seahorse!"
English was alright...when we were just chatting! ahha
And today we were swearing in plants.
I kept calling Ally a "tulip head".
NORMAL!!
After school Mason was going to take me to the potty, and i told him to go inside the girls toilets but he didn't! And then Ms Ong came and asked us what was happening and Mason was like "Dara is trying to get me to go inside the girls toilets!"
(which i was doing)
And i was all like "What the hell? I was trying to STOP you from going into the girls toilets! tsk tsk"
It's funny how i can twist my story in a matter of seconds!
So, for the prom we booked a table for 16 people.
So far Me, Azlin, Melanie, Haley, Boom, Hasina, Shien, John, Dexter, Cherise and Sam are coming and two people are maybe coming.
So we need roughly three more people!!
On Saturday i probably won't be cooped up at home being FORCED to freaking study!!!
I've got my dentist appointment!
(I have no idea what colour/s my braces are gonna be this time!)
and then i'm gonna get a hair cut.
And i might be going out shopping or something like that.
Point being. I NEED blue jeans! hah
ttyl

Number Ninety-Nine
Saturday, November 8, 2008 6:20 PM
I guess an update is neccessary.
The thinking about suicide one was posted on Tuesday.
And now it's Saturday, so i guess you all need to know what's been happening to me.
Well, the first thing that you all should know is i'm all over my emo stage now.
I'm not thinking about suicide.
I'm all happy now! :D
On Tuesday nothing interesting really happened.
And on Wednesday we didn't have assembly.
And nothing really interesting happened again.
Then on Thursday...nothing really interesting happened.
Then on Friday i had to present my science project.
I was partners with Michael and i ACCIDENTALLY made him read the slides with the most words on it.
I repeat, IT WAS AN A-C-C-I-D-E-N-T!!
And today i woke up at about 1.30
So nothing interesting has been happening in my life lately.
I'm going with Hasina to the prom.
Too fucking shy to ask you-know-who.
What? I'm scared of getting rejected.
And my new name is Mia Petra.
Got it?!
ttyl

Number Ninety-Eight
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 1:08 PM
So far today i have been busy contemplating suicide.
It's a very re-assuring thought.
I don't want to be alive anymore.
Maybe i'll just be some weird emo freak.
Now i'm probably going to try and break a bone.
It sounds scary.
But it will be good for me.
I'll be happy then..i think.
This is my new outlook on life.
Everything sucks.
I wonder what my parents would say if they knew that i was thinking like this.

Number Ninety-Seven
1:08 AM
I feel like crying.
Well, not in the way most people would think i meant it.
It's just that, i feel like having my feelings pour out of me.
I just feel that if i let my feelings pour out of me, i'll have this big weight lifted off of my shoulders.
It would be a major stress reliever.
Just to cry.
Actually.
I want to cry IN FRONT of someone.
Why? Because i'm sick and tired of myself.
I hate the fact that whenever someone calls me something i won't get offended.
I want people to hurt me.
I WANT to cry in front of someone.
It would be so much easier for me.
To live on if i cried in front of someone.
Well at least that is what i think.
So nothing much happened today.
Just done what usually happens on Mondays.
Maths, PSHE, Mandarin, Break, Science, History, Lunch & English.
Nothing out of the ordinary there.
Nothing at all interesting happened.
I've got hasina's msn.
Yay.
ttyl

Number Ninety-Six
Sunday, November 2, 2008 10:47 PM
The last few days have been boring.
Why?
Coz...wait, shopping isn't really boring.
So on Saturday i went to look for a mask.
AND I FOUND ONE!!
yay!
Now i've got to buy the ticket, shoes & bag!
And i finally bought eclipse.
Coz i'm like, moving and everything.
I was banned from buying new books.
But now i've FINALLY got it!
yay!
I'm already half way through it.
Oh the joy of reading good books.
Lol
I sound like a book worm!!
And today, (sunday) i didn't do much.
I woke up at around 12.
Then i went out of my room to eat "breakfast" at around....
umm....2?
hehehe
i slept for roughly 10 hours.
I really need to catch up on my sleep!!
So i didn't really do much this weekend.
I done some of my science project.
And i just done my maths hw.
More updates on my farewell party later.
ttyl

Number Ninety-Five
Saturday, November 1, 2008 3:05 AM
I didn't go to school today.
YAY! :D
Well, i didn't really want to do the VLE thing anyways.
And the stupid fuckin transport system.
Gawds.
I called them a fuckwit under my breath.
Coz, well, uncle is one!
So what did I end up doing today?
Well, i made bologonese sauce BY MYSELF!!
I swear it was freaking good!
And i slept for most of the day.
Hehe
I have to figure out the whole prom thing.
Apparently Hasina & Sukha likes me.
Holy mother of a cheese cake!
(I'm trying not to swear so i come up with weird phrases)
Yeap.
So there's two people that i will go to the prom with.
Hasina and ****.
But i want to go with **** more than Hasina.
But who cares?
As long as i have a date!
:D
Tomorrow i'm buying my mask & a purse.
Coz i have to bring my phone!
And it's not like i'm gonna carry it around with me the whole time!
That would be stupid!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRANDA!!!!
I freaking love you!!!
You'll get some freaking awesome birthday surprise next year coz i can't be here with you this year!!
ttyl
