Number 140
Saturday, January 17, 2009 7:07 PM
So today I got to eat at that pancake place and i got to eat the other half of my mums pancake coz she couldn't finish hers so I ended up eating one and a half pancakes and i swear i was so freaking full after that!
So I have been reading stuff on fictionpress most of the day.
Just like a normal day.
Actually I loose track of which day is which now coz I do practically the same thing everyday.
It's disturbing.. kinda.
Anyway.
There was like, one more thing that I was going to blog about but I forgot it.
So now I will blog about the last thing I was going to blog about!
XD
So I took my shower and there was this small spider like thing and it went on the ceiling right above the shower and I got freaked out so I like, jumped out of the shower and it kinda stopped where I was standing earlier on and then I flicked water onto it and it like, stayed where it was kinda like squashed or something. Then I got this fan type thing that I happened to have in my bathroom and used it to wipe it off the ceiling. And I couldn't see it on the fan but I couldn't see it in the shower so I hopped back in the shower coz I was getting cold. Anyway.
I was drying myself then I saw a huntsman in the bathtub and I was so scared I grabbed my clothes and practically ran out of the bathroom telling my mum and being the stupid shit she is she didn't believe me.
So I got changed and quickly put my towel back and ran to my room and I just complained to josh about me getting paranoid and the fact that spiders have a conspiracy against me.
Do they want me to die or something?
It's just downright freaky.
So now when something moves or something like that I get freaked out and I just hate spiders so much and now they want to ruin my life and how could people not be afraid of spiders and and and I'm really freaking out right now.
So I'm not going to go into the bathroom until possibly tomorrow morning.
And I just hate spiders so much.
I was almost crying.
Come on people.
Two times in two days?!
Freaky I tell you.
And it can't just happen by coincidence!
So now I'm totally freaked out by spiders.
Even the small ones I can just squash.
Why?
Because now I think that everytime I pass them they might jump on my and I'll totally go spaz and I just hate spiders so effing much and they like, want to kill me or something like that otherwise they wouldn't be doing the stuff that they are doing and they are like the scariest things in the world and I'm freaking out as you can probably tell already and I just want them to die!
And flies are freaking spastic coz they stick to you and I almost want to shout at them and just say "fuck off and annoy someone else!" And like, shouting them down and stuff.
And i don't even know if spiders jump but it's so scary and I don't know what to do coz it's scary and yeah.
Point being I'm so damn afraid of spiders that if you say there's a spider above me (if you're physically standing in front of me or something like that) I would probably scream and run somewhere else.
Suck it up bitches.