Number 142
Monday, January 19, 2009 11:42 PM
Shite.
I am a real whacko.
My mum wanted me to go to bed and turn off my computer.
I didn't turn off my pc or my mac so I just turned off the monitor for my pc and I was reading this story on fictionpress. Then she came to my room and she was going to take my mac. So I kinda grabbed it and hugged it to my chest and layed stomach down on my bed and started crying...
Yes.
Crying. And no, I wasn't crying over my mac.
Actually I don't really know why I was crying.
But I think it's coz of my mum. Sometimes it's like she has PMS 24/7.
I mean, one moment she's completely angry at me, then she's all hyper.
Well not me hyper, but laughing and acting all crazy.
To be honest, it annoys the shit outta me.
And I really hate it when she doesn't pronounce words right. She purposely does it sometimes! It annoys me so freaking much!
*takes deep breath*
But I know that I've been having mood swings.
And no, it's not PMS ok?
I'm just having MS for some reason.
You know what I hate?
People waking me up.
Especially my mum.
Why can't the fucking person let me sleep?!
Why?
Is that so hard to do?
Besides, it's not like there's anything for me to do while I'm awake! So I might as well catch up on some much needed rest!
Doesn't she know the meaning of the word holiday?!
She is so damn hard to put up with sometimes.
And I'm damn freaking hungry. Doesn't she know that I'm really moody when I'm waking up and hungry? It's like she is purposely moving into a death trap.
Good thing I have control over myself.
If I didn't... Well lets say things would be horrible.