p.s I think HE shaved his head.. :S
And just so you know, when I get a new blogskin I edit lots of stuff to make it different from the original, like I edited the picture so yeah.. Just in case you were wondering why they were different and everything.
I was going to change the words but I don't know how to. :( Oh wells.
xx.

You know that thing when I was numbering my posts?
Well now I'm too lazy to do that. Besides, I liked it better like this. :)
Anyway, I like the song Beautiful Disaster - Kelly Clarkson.
I also like A Moment Like This - Kelly Clarkson.
I dunno if the one by Leona Lewis is the same one, but just in case. :D
Anyhow. It's 9 days til my birthday. :D
So today was the first day back at school.
Hmm... What happened?
It was actually a pretty good day.
I had my alarm clock at 7 but NO, I didn't hear it so I woke up at 8.45 (courtesy of mum) and then rushed to school.
The bell rang just before I finished crossing the road to school so yeah, pretty impressed that I haven't been late to school yet! :) First time EVER.
Anyway. The seats in our roll call have changed a little bit, but now we don't have assigned seatings!
So we had Drama first. We played... A game first.
Now I remember. First we'd do stuff with silly walks, then silly faces, then silly voices.
Then we played You, Me.
Then we played bang, I was in the middle this time.
Urm... Carly won I think....
Don't really remember.
I tried to get people out that weren't really paying attention. :)
Then I we played this rhythm game.
It was really confusing. :S
Then... We done a planned Improvisation.
I was with Miranda, Carly, Stevie and Emma.
Our word we had to use in it was DANGER.
So I was sitting on one of the boxes and pretending it was a tall building, everyone else were superheroes.
So they'd be in like, their house or lair or whatever doing something.
Then I was like, "Help, somebody help me! I'm in DANGER!"
Then Miranda said, "Was that our trigger word?"
Then they said stuff and I got saved and everything.
Then the next time we preformed it when the "superheroes" all said DANGER at the same time we had to mime it from then on in.
So yeah, I think we done pretty good.
After two more performances we got our marks back.
I got 13/20. My thing was good, although I talked too fast, but I got bad marks in the bookwork bit.
:( Too lazy. But at least I passed and everything. :)
Then we had commerce (I know, we don't usually have commerce, but we got new timetables).
We were in the library and I just worked on my story.
I got a new chapter in. :)
This of course is the link.
Then I got Miranda to read it, but she didn't finish. She feels uncomfortable when people watch her read.
So then we had recess. We had a meeting for the rock eisteddfod. (I'm just gonna call it Rocka now, it's easier) I'll give more information about that later.
Then we carried on like we usually do.
Then we were supposed to have History, but we had this special ANZAC day assembly. :(
It was very boring. I was paying attention to my fingernails, and finding a comfortable position to sit in.
Anyway, then we had like, 15 minutes until we had normal assembly. So we just stood at the quad talking about random things. Like happy gas. :)
Then we had assembly and that wasn't that long.
Then we went and sat down and done our thing.
Eventually we got changed for sports.
Dance has turned into Rocka.
So in Rocka we warmed up, we done some corner work, then rhythm work.
I was partnered with emma for the corner work. :)
So for Rocka we've already got the theme.
Well, more like the storyline.
It's based in the book... Well I don't remember what it's called.
But the Authors first name is Tim. :)
Anyway, it's set in the 1940s - 1960s.
It's about 2 families, Lamb & Pickle.
It's a good book, or so Mr Greig says, but I'm too lazy to explain it.
Besides, I've never read it before.
But it's like, 400 something pages, and we have to convert that into 8 minutes.
So we have the storyline planned and everything.
Mr Greig says that we're gonna have a full day rehearsal at the start of the term, then we're gonna try and get it done before the end of the term so we're prepared for it and everything.
:)
And if we do, then maybe we can get into the finals. :D
Anyway it sounds like fun. :)
Anyway, I'm gonna change my blogskin today.
Damn it sucks getting bored of 'em doesn't it?
:(
Bye Bye. :)

You guys have disappointed me.
Come on! Don't you get tired of looking at a blog and finding they haven't updated it for what? 3 weeks?
Freaking hell man.
Well at least school starts tomorrow so I'll be less bored.
But yet again, I'm disappointed you didn't heed my warning.

Anyway. You all are disowned until tomorrow.
(Besides Ally & Melody)
Suck. On. That. :P

Hey people.
Nothing interesting happened.
But I have finished cleaning my room....
You'll probably get the video tomorrow coz it's dark now.
*sighs*
I've discovered something.
I'm into blondes.
As in the guys...
And the guys that have dark skin (Like dark tanned) & brown hair. :)
Yeah.. I rock. :)
Well... They're the type of guys I usually like... ;D
Anyhow... I totally had stuff to tell you guys but now I've forgotten.
:(
Anyway... Happy holidays.. Haha wtf?

Well I guess people didn't heed my warning.
It seems like the only people that update their blogs are Ally, Melody & me.
Why? Why do you own blogs when you only update, what? Once every 3 months?
You might as well delete your blogs!
*takes deep breath*
Ok, no offense to anyone about twilight.
It's a good book & everything.
But honestly the movie is crap.
Have you heard? Girls in America have gone around biting each other because they thought that they were vampires!
??????
People are going CRAZY about twilight.
There's people that are saying that twilight is the gayest book ever and so forth, I respect that.
Then there are people that LOVE twilight.
They are freaking obsessed with twilight!
Ok, people are entitled to their own decisions.
But they can't let twilight take over their lives.
People are going, twilight is the best thing since Harry Potter.
Yes, it's the series that has sold the most copies since Harry Potter.
There's people that can't believe that people still like Harry Potter.
Honestly. Twilight isn't my favorite book.
Sue me. I don't LOVE twilight.
It's a good book, but not my favorite.
I can't believe that people have gone so crazy over twilight.
You get it right?
Anyway.
I'm bored now.
I still have to do my commerce project. :(
Bye bye.

:)
I cooked dinner tonight.
It was good. :)
Gahh. School starts on Wednesday.
At least we have drama on our first day back at school. :)
Life is so fucking boring.
I should really clean my room sometime soon...
Once upon a time I made a promise to myself, that I'd make a video and in the video I'd show you what my house here looks like.
Well, I was going to do that once my room was clean. :(
So urm... Maybe you'll get to see that video by the end of the week?
p.s My birthday is in 12 days!
The day before mothers day! :)

Let me ask you something, oh-so-faithful blog readers that actually own a blog yourselfs.
Why?
There you are thinking, why what? Right?
The full question is, Why do you guys own a blog when none of you facking update?!
Honestly. Just then Ally & Melody updated their blogs.
At least they update them!
And don't go with that, I have nothing to blog about crap, and the, I'm too lazy to blog shit.
Or, I'm too busy to blog.
You're not too busy to blog.
Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one updating their blog.
WTF people.
Today is ANZAC day, so you people have something to blog about.
Now, if I don't see EVERYONE (or nearly everyone) updating their blogs by... Monday.
You will be disowned... Kinda.
xx. Suck it up and be a man....
Pansies.

I put another in my story. :)
This is the new chapter. Hope you like it!
xx.

I'm supposed to be cleaning my room today. Yay. *cough cough*
Turns out my mum didn't go to Canberra and isn't going to Sydney.
BECAUSE she doesn't want to leave me in the house by myself.
Jesus. Kevin gets to stay by himself but I don't?
That's so unfair.
Anyway, I don't think anything interesting will be happening today.
*sighs*
13 more days til my birthday! :)
Then Mothers Day is right after my birthday.
That means next year my birthday will be on mothers day.
Soon I will be 14, then soon I shall dominate the world!
Mwahahahahhahaaaaaa

Kaitlin I hate you and I hope you die.
I'm SICK. :(

Okay. I've realized that there have been a lot of birthdays lately.
So this post is all about them.
Then maybe I'll blog about ME. :)

First up is Lucinda.

She's 15 years old now.
Her birthday was on the 20th of March. :)
She is one of my best friends and OLD. :D
I live to please. :D

This is Stevie.

She's also one of my best friends.
She loves the twilight series.
And has turned 15 on the 21st of march. :)

Meet Bec.

Her name is really Rebeca but hey, she likes to be called Bec.
She goes camping...
She's a red head.
And she turned 14 on the 23rd of March. :)

Here's Kaitlin.

She turned 14 on the 4th of April.
She's a blonde.
And even though she has a lot of blonde moments,
and I mean a LOT, she's a smart kid.
That's why she's in the top class.
ps. She's one of my best friends. :)

Rebekah.

She's pretty much been my friend since I first started school in Malaysia. :)
She turned 14 on the 21st of April. :D
Happy 14.

Boom.

You liked purple right?
Anyway. He has turned 14 on the 22nd of April.
He is my son, named Bob.
Got raped by Uncle Sam?
Oh wells. He wears glasses and that's that!

Melanie.

She turned 14 on the 23rd of April. :)
She is one special person.
There's no one like her... I think.
Keep rocking!

Sam.

He's been alive for a while now.
And he'll be turning another year older on the 25th of April.
:) (tomorrow)
Some people call him the Pope.
Some people call him Sam.
And some people think that he's a guy.
Just to clear things out, he IS a guy.

Now, what you've all been waiting for. Dara.

She will be turning 14 on the 9th of May. :)
She's a half Indonesian, half English person.
But she's an Australian Citizen.
Oh, and she's ME! :D

I think that's all of the people.
If I missed anyone between the 20th of March and 9th of May, tell me. Okays?
You guys will get your own post.
Anyway. Today my mum might go to Canberra.
(She still hasn't decided yet)
Then Saturday & Sunday she's gonna be in Sydney.
(She's coming back on Sunday I think)
Anyway. I'll be home alone on the weekend.
I'm probably gonna have a movie marathon or something.
*sighs* We have to have a sleepover before the end of the school holidays people!
Anyway. I've run out of things to say.

xx. Wo Ai Ni Bitches.

I swear to god this will be my last post for today!

Haha. Anyway, I've just come to tell you that...

*drum roll please* I published my first story to fiction press!

Yay!

This is the link to my story. It's name is Incurable. :)

I might not update quickly but.. Just read it. I hope you guys like it.

But tell me what you think about it okay?

xx. Happy reading. :)

Do you guys like this one?
I think it's better than the last one.
I'll probably leave it here for another week or something like that.
So my day started when I woke up at like, 9.48?
Anyway, I had 2 dreams that I could remember but I can only remember one of them now and I won't bother explaining to you what it was about because it's probably really confusing for you.
ANYWAY. So we went to the post office to get my passport done, I'll probably get it in a week or two.
Then we went to the newsagent to talk about some MBF thing.
Then we went to coles and bought stuff for lemper.

It's like the most delicious meal EVER.
Well, it's actually a snack but it's DELICIOUS!
You can eat it with chicken or beef filling.
*drools*
So. We got the stuff and mum thought she lost her phone.
We couldn't find it in her bag so when we got home she called the phone and I was the one who found it. :)
Then we couldn't find the beef we bought to make the lemper so mums gone now to get it.
:) That was my day so far.
xx. Tata!

This beat is da shit.
Actually there is no beat and there is no shit.
Haha.
But i think I'm gonna change this blog skin sometime soon..
I don't think it's good enough.
I mean, yeah, it's good, but it's not the one for me yah digg?
Anyway yeah, the person I was talking about earlier on was my mum.
Come on, maybe I am getting angry because of that small thing.
But she is too!
Oh, yeah, I have my mothers personality.
We get riled up about nothing!
Damn.
So now I'm gonna close this post with a comic. :)

Why the fuck do you get so fucking angry at me when I don't do a fucking thing?
Huh? What? Do you have PMS every fucking second of every fucking day?
I hate you. I hope you die a fucking horrible death and I don't care who knows it.
You ignore me, then you get angry at me.
Who the fuck does that?
Go to hell bitch.

I was just wondering if you guys think this blogskin is good...
Because.. I'm not sure about it.
So if you think it's good then yeah, I'll keep it for a while, but if you don't really like it. I might change it.
xx. Fags. Take it as a compliment. :)

Oh my god. It is so fucking unfair.

So I had my dentist appointment today.
And well, it was just a telling us what different ways to do the treatment are and stuff.
All of them are going to take roughly 30-36 months which is like, 2.5-3 years!
Noooo!!!!!! Well, maybe I won't be wearing braces in year 12? :)
Anyway. So the plan I want is the best. Well, at least I think it is.
We only have to pull out like, 4 teeth and then we put a chain on my tooth that won't come down.
And that's like, heaven compared to the others.
The others is like, 4-8 teeth being pulled out.
So you can see why I chose it right?
Anyway, I think the dentist here is WAYYYY better than the one in Malaysia.
And you guys are probably like, 4 fucking teeth? Shit it sucks to be you.
Well I'm gonna be asleep while they pull out the teeth and put the chain in. :D
Yes! Hopefully it's happy gas and not injecting the needle.
It's not that I'm afraid of needles, and it's not like they hurt, it's just that I wanna be gassed!
I think Ally understands me there?
And look at this!
I know right? It's colourful!
And there's like, all these different colours you can choose from!
This
is where I got it!
There's like, all these different designs.
But it's only for firefox. I don't think they have it for safari.. You can try though.. Just don't expect much of a result.
School starts next week and I better start doing my commerce project.
Shut up! I don't the find a word part of it already... I just have to do the rest.. hahha.
My dad is going to Vietnam today for like, 2 weeks.
Well at least he'll be here for my birthday!
Which is in like, 17 days... (Subtle hint)
xx. Later losers.

I'm bored.
So what?
I might make another post later.
If something interesting happens today.

Sundays.
They are the most relaxing day of the week.
Or, as I like to call them, the most boring day of the entire week.
There's nothing to do on Sundays and it sucks.
So what did I do today?
I woke up at like, 9.30 and done stuff.
Then I was pretty much bored all day.
:D
Bet you're all jealous. Haha.
TTYL

I just got back from Sydney and boy are my feet COLD.
Haha.
But my feet are always cold so it's alright.
So, I left you on the first day I was in Sydney and I bet you're all wondering, what has Dara been doing while she was in Sydney?
So I am here, sitting on the couch wearing dark blue jeans, a green t-shirt, a white vest and a black jacket with my fingers on the keyboard of my mac ready to tell you what's been happening.
So.
When I woke up on the 16th, I went back to sleep... Coz it was like, 4 am.
So then later on I woke when Kaity woke which was at like, 7.30 am.
So I turned the TV on and got some noodles coz that's what we had for breakfast.
So I made the noodles then we had to eat them with a spoon coz there weren't any forks.
And it was a tea spoon! So yeah, it was really hard.
Then at like, 9.30 we left to go to Luna Park.
We were walking there and it took quite a while.
We walked across the Harbour Bridge and let me tell you that is a long bridge!
Then we eventually got to Luna Park.
Yes, the walk there was very boring.
When we got there there was this very big line so we stood in it for a while and eventually got our tickets.
First we went on the Wild Mouse ride and while waiting in line we saw Ryan and Orion.
Then they got out of the line and we waited for like, 10 minutes.
Then we went on it and it wasn't really that exciting...
Then we went on this ride like the Cha Cha but it went up which was boring.
Then we went to the toilets.
Then we went to Coney Island which isn't really an island.
It's just a big arcade type hall.
There were those slides where you slide down on a sack and there were arcade games and stuff.
I found out that I suck at driving.. I suck bad.
haha.
Then, after we left, we went to the other part of Luna Park and went on this weird ride that I don't remember the name of.
It wasn't really that exciting but a kid started to cry on the ride!
Haha.
But the line was soooo friggin long!
Then we had lunch.
I just got a Cappuccino and large fries.
Then we walked to the entrance and on the way there I tried on of the Carny games.
I failed.. Then me & Kaity went on the Carousel. Then we got some fairy floss and tried that game where you hit the thing and you win prizes.. We got Slinky's.
Then we watched the rotor thing and it made me dizzy just by looking at it so I didn't go on it.
Then we left and went by Ferry back to Darling Harbour.
I felt like I was gonna be sea sick but I didn't vomit.
If I didn't vomit I would've vomited on someone's head and I don't think they'd like that very much..
Then we got off and went on a mini train that stopped a few meters away from our hotel.
So eventually we got off and we went into the hotel rooms.
It was like, 3 when we got back. So Kaity & I watched Go Go Stop then part of Backyard Science.
We didn't finish watching Backyard Science because we went to Paddy's Market.
We were walking around there and Kaity bought a dress.
Then we walked around some more and I bought a thing for my ipod.
Then we walked around some more and all of us bought Sunnies.
Kaity got yellow ones, I got red ones and my mum got red ones.
Then we walked around some more and Kaity and I bought these aweosme bags.
Then we walked around some more and went upstairs.
We walked around upstairs going into nearly all of the clothes shops.
We didn't buy anything.
Then we met dad at China Town and ate at some chinese restaurant...
Then we walked around and Dad had a beer and went home, so us three females walked around going into shops and stuff.
Like, half of them were closed.
Then we finally got home and we watched TV and had showers and stuff.
Then yesterday, the 17th.
Well we woke up at like, 7.30.
Then I had noodles and Kaity had cereal.
At like, 9 we left the Hotel.
(Just so you know, the hotel is a ✭✭✭✭ hotel)
The salon that Mum & I were going to get our hair cut at was closed so we decided to walk around then we found a Toni & Guy salon so we went in there and got our hair cut.
Mum got her hair cut first and Dad, Kaity & I were just sitting there.
Dad was staring into space.
Kaity was reading a magazine.
And I was reading a magazine while listening to music.
Then I started to watch futurama.
When it was my turn I gave my ipod to Kaity and got my hair cut.
Now I've got more layers and got my fringe cut.
My hair looks like this now.



Do you like it? I do.
It makes me look more asian... Weird.
Anyway. Then we went to find the 5 storey supre.
It's not 5 stories anymore, now it's only 2.
So first in the mall Dad got something for Jodi and Kaity & I went to SES.
She bought a dress and a cardi and I got this awesome jacket.
It's red. :)
Then Dad & Mum went somewhere and Kaity & I went to Diva.
We got bows and Kaity got some other jewellry.
Then we went to Supre.
I bought short shorts and Kaity got a top that says LOVE, a top that says I'm blonde, what's your excuse? and a purple singlet.
Then we went to go shoe shopping but couldn't find any cheap places to fins shoes.
Then we went to Eclipse and I bought more bows and Kaity got some jewelry.
Then we went to Starbucks.
Later on we met my parents and they left to have lunch so we just walked back to the hotel.
We pretty much followed the monorail home.
We went into the mall we went to the night before but most of the shops were closed there so we left and went to this mall in China town and I got these gorgeous pumps for $20.
Then we went to a convenience store that has really expensive stuff and bought snacks.
Then we went across the road and went into the hotel.
When we got inside we opened our bags and looked at the stuff we bought.
We tried to count up how much money we spent today and it was like, $100.. More or less.
Then I don't really remember what happened but eventually we went to have dinner at an Indonesian restaurant.
Then we went home and packed our bags.. Kinda?
Anyway. This morning we woke up at like, 7.30 (again) and I didn't really feel like waking up.
We ate breakfast and packed our bags.
We pretty much just got ready to go home.
Finally we got home and now I am really hungry.
Tata!

Hey y'all!
Guess what? I'm in Sydney now.
Yes, right now. Right this very second I am in Novotel in Sydney with Kaity.
Anyhow... So we left at some time in the morning and picked Kaity up.
Then we started the drive to Sydney.
It was mostly just talking and stuff.
Then we had a rest and ate some food.
I had a bubble o' bill.
:D
Then we drove off again.
On the rest of the way to Sydney Kaity was reading and we were listening to music.
I feel asleep... ;D
Then when we reached Sydney the car was really hot.
So eventually we pulled down the windows and and the car cooled down.
Then we FINALLY got to the hotel and like, put our stuff in the hotel rooms and shit.
I chose room 337 & my 'rents got room 335.
We got the biggest room. :)
So yeah.. That's pretty cool.
Anyway, eventually we left and had lunch, we mainly had just snacks for lunch.
Then we walked around Darling Harbor.. Kinda.
Kaity & I went on the playground.. That slide was FUN.
We were looking for this rock climbing thing but there wasn't any.
Kaity got new shades for 23.95.
:) Mine were cheaper.
But my ones wouldn't suit her.
Then we wandered around.
Eventually we went back to our hotel room.
We were watching meet the spartans, but we didn't finish watching it.
And now we pretty much just got back from dinner which was pretty good.
It was a shame that I didn't eat much though.
But it was very nice...
And now we're watching Australia's got talent.
That diablo guy is cute. ;D
Anyhow.. I think I might get a eating disorder or something...
I dunno it's weird.
I mean I can eat snacks and everything, but when it's like, meal time I can't eat a lot..
Well, I hope that I don't get one.
That would suck.
Farewell from Sydney!

Gahh. Sydney tomorrow!
I'm so excited! ... And hungry..
Oh my god. I was gonna give myself a french manicure coz they look awesome.
Do not try it yourself people.
It is soooo effing hard.
When I was doing the top bit I accidentally painted like, half of my fingernail!
*sighs* Sucks doesn't it?
Anyway... My mac has 39% battery right now because I'm not charging it because I'm charging my phone & I can't charge both of them at the same time...
Oh, and guess what?
I can write in running writing now!
Can I get a boo-yah?

Oh my freaking effing zomg god.
Wednesday is sooo soon!
And and and and and I'm going to Sydney!
Woohoo!!!!
Gahh, I'm hungry now. :(
Anyhow.. Mitch Hewer is hot.
And today.. nothing interesting happened.
I just done my thing and stuff like that.
TV on monday nights is starting to suck.
Usually it's good and everything, but now South Park isn't on so it's not cool.
But you know, Monday night TV is the best night of the week.
It has How I Met Your Mother & Scrubs!
:D
Anyway.. I've almost finished packing for Sydney...
And.. Sean-Li got an itouch!
And is sick...
And... I wanna get a new phone but then I don't.
Because I like, just got this phone and then I'll feel so stuck up and shit.
Gawds. I'll just keep my phone and if I want a new phone I'll buy it in Malaysia or Indonesia.
Stuff is cheaper there.
I can't wait til I go shopping...
Meh. I miss you people in Malaysia?
And urm... Blegh. I'm bored.
Go To Hell.
I'll meet you halfway?
I'll bring the pie, you bring the drinks ;D

Austin Drage!

Austin Drage again!


Mitch Hewer!

Mitch Hewer again!!!

Ahh... Mitch Hewer has beautiful eyes!
Almost as beautiful as *****!

You know what I don't get sometimes?
There's Easter Sunday and Easter Monday and stuff like that.
And those days are supposed to mark the day the Jesus died and so forth right?
So tell me, faithful blog readers, why isn't there an exact date for Easter?
Because if it's Easter Sunday and Easter Monday it isn't a date. It's a day!
So we're celebrating it on the wrong day most of the time, yah digg?
I know that might be hard to understand, but I think it's just weird that they celebrate Jesus' death on the wrong day!
And I know that Easter was originally and something thing where they celebrated the coming of spring, but, WHY ARE THEY EVEN CELEBRATING THE DEATH OF JESUS ANYWAY?
Honestly, who celebrates the death of their savior or whatever you call him?
It's just weird. :P

Oh my god.
I was in trouble because I didn't bottle beer.
And the weird thing is, I'm bawling my eyes out.
Well not exactly, not yet.
I'm crying though.
Or close to it.
I feel like dying and I don't know why.
But you'll be happy to know that I'm not a cutter.
At least not yet..

It surprises me that I'm not a cutter already.
Cutter as in a person that cuts themselves on purpose.
How am I supposed to live a life when I can't even stand to be in the same room as both of my parents?
I feel like crying when I'm with both of them and I can't stay with them for long because.. Well I just can't!
I can't handle being with them!
Why do they even have me anyway?
It seems that I've brought them nothing but trouble.
Maybe it was too late for an abortion when they decided whether or not they wanted to keep me.

I had the best dream ever.
I got into this preforming arts school.
Well, the twins (Blair & Declan, both blonde and boys) originally got it.
Then a teacher was like, I wish someone at our school could stay there, coz it's a boarding school as well.
So they were all like, well let someone else do it, we only do this for fun, it's not serious or anything.
So then Carly and I got in. :D
It was an awesome dream.
Then, when I was half awake I wasn't sure if it were a dream or reality.
It would've been so awesome if it were reality because I got in on a scholarship.
Happy Saturday. Is it Easter Saturday? Is there an Easter Saturday?
Oh well, Happy Easter Saturday. :D

Sorry for being alive.
Sorry for being born.
Sorry for eating your food.
Sorry for having you spend your money on me.
Sorry for being in you presence.
Sorry for making you angry for no reason.
Sorry for trying to help.

You know what I was thinking a moment ago?
I was thinking about how great it would be to be a serial killer.
I was thinking about how great it would be.
I'd kill people. I'd be famous.
I wouldn't bother with destroying the evidence and shit like that.
And when I testify I'd blame it all on him.
If only I could divorce my parents...
Well, I no longer think of them as parents anymore.
Well, I won't until they apologize or make things better.
I'll just do my business and won't acknowledge them at all.
Well, try not to. I won't speak to them until they speak to me.
It's they're fault that they're disowned for now.

Smart-ass, silly, stupid, lazy.. In otherwords I'm very bloody annoyed with you.
Is that so? You're very annoyed with me and thinking whether or not I should go to Sydney?
Well isn't that fan-fucking-tastic.
What did I do to you anyway? When I was being a smart-ass huh?
What? Coz you didn't ask me to help you I'm silly? Stupid? I admit I'm lazy.. But honestly?
What the fuck did I do to you?
Joking or not joking, parent or random freak off of the fucking streets, you have no fucking right to say that for no fucking reason.
Do you want me to disown you? Huh?
What do you get by calling me those names?
Love me, hate me. I really don't give a shit anymore.
What are you trying to do anyway?
Are you trying to provoke me? What the hell did I do to you?
I woke up, I watched tv. You didn't ask me to help you!
Well boo fucking hoo if you expect everything to be handed on a plate to you.
Seriously, what the hell are you trying to achieve?
What kind of father says that to their child?
Well, don't let me go to Sydney.
Let me stay at home by myself or something like that.
I'll just burn a few things.. Oh, and I'll kill myself.
Doesn't that sound like a fab-bloody-tastic idea?
Why don't I just walk into that kitchen now and grab the sharpest knife I can find, sharpen it even more, then press it into one of my main freaking arteries!
Would that make your life better? You won't have to spend money on what I want.
Yay for you. I'm sure people will be very impressed.
What will happen?
Oh, just a newspaper article saying "Local girl kills herself because father says she is silly, a smart-ass, lazy & stupid"
In the suicide letter it says blah blah blah.....
You can imagine it right? I'm sure the local people will be very fucking impressed by that.
I want to get rid of my son, tell me how I can make him commit suicide!
Oh you'll be the hero of the fucking town.
I'm sure mother will be impressed.
No wonder some girls don't see their fathers as a father anymore.
I mean seriously, would you say it's times like these I want to kill you to one of your children?
Well I'm sure those two fathers get along swimmingly and they'll get the father of the year award.
Well that's wonderful. You two can go have fun in your little lives while I gamble in the very pits of hell itself with Hitler and Satan. Maybe we'll see each other there one day.. Maybe I'll have forgiven you by then.. Or maybe I'll just make you suffer 24/7.
Wouldn't that be jolly?
And about good friday? I guess it's just opposite day today.

It was a pretty boring day.

Had science first and we were marking the test papers.
I got 19/29.
The second highest in the class so far. The highest was Caton and he got 21/29.
Psh. So not fair. Why do I always get overshadowed by guys in science?
Fudge tarts. :P
Then I had history and that was pretty boring. Didn't really do anything. Not that there was anything to do.
Not a lot of people were at school today so we basically didn't do any work in any of the classes.
We had microwave popcorn at recess courtesy of Mevans. (Miranda)
Then had commerce. Miranda and I were reading near the end of the lesson and we basically sat in the corner of the library and talked. :D
Then had Drama... Shashank and Niko done their monologues first.
Then we played bang. Then we played that game where you go, "honey if you love me, give me a smile" and the person has to say "I'm sorry honey but I just can't smile" and if they smile they're in.
Oh! And I won bang.
Then we played death in a minute.
Then we started playing Space Jump.
Then it was lunch which was pretty boring.
I just sat and watched south park. Imagination land 2.
Then in Dear I was watching Imagination land 3.
Then had maths last.
We just had a free period.
I played cards with billy and was trying to find out who liked who. ;D
He doesn't like anyone (apparently) and is convinced that I like Shashank...
Psh. Weird little piece of short.
Yes, I call people pieces of Blonde and Asian and Short and Tall.
Oh, it was Louisa's birthday today so I gave her two birthday squeezes!

Cousin George and I.

Me on Bad Taste Day. :D I got the best outfit in my year!

The Easter Hat Parade in Kindy/Yr 1. Me & Kaity

Top Row: Kaity, Sophie, Casey, Supun, Shashank, Sean
Bottom Row: Haley, Amy, Christie, Me, Lucinda, Sarah

Top Row: Emily
Middle Row: Mugda, Felicity, Me, Eloise, Claudia, Melanie
Bottom Row: Shashank, Sean, Robbie, Supun, Kevin

Happy Easter Holidays Everyone!

One of the best bands in the world!
Sure, their style is emo, and I have nothing against that, but yeah, they rock!
BTW today was a boring day. :P
Anyway here are a few quizzes that I feel like doing...

I bet you people are wondering what sawesome is.
Well let me tell you, it's a word I made up that means sexy & awesome.
Sawesome. See? It's awesome with an S in front. It's like that because I started to say sexy but ended up saying sawesome. :)
And apparently there's a disease called lemonitus?
.. Weird.
I found Miranda not long after I got to school and we walked around and had a heart to heart. :) Nah, just you know, telling each other about stuff that needs to get off our chests.
Anyway.. So first up was Music which was pretty cool. I like music with Ms Wall better than with Mrs Montague-Brown.
And I played I notice for Miranda and she says I'm pro at singing and playing the guitar at the same time.
:D
Then it was science and we FINALLY had the science test.
When we were waiting for whats-his-face to come my bracket fell off. Bottom right hand one.
It was pretty easy, 10 marks for multiple choice and 20 for free response.
There was only one question that I couldn't answer but it was only worth one mark so it's all good. :)
Recess was alright, we just sat on the oval and talked.
Then we had commerce and I sat with Miranda being too lazy to do my own thing. :) I rock. Anyway, and Shashank and Chris were in the room with us.
There was weird stuff coming out of their mouths that I do not call english.
I googled ramadan and found out that ramadan starts on like, the 21st of August this year!
It's sooo freaking soon!
Then we had English and I pretty much just read. I was gonna stay in at lunch to finish my podcast but meh, got lazy. Guess what? If I do my podcast on Garageband '07 it doesn't work on Garageband '08.
Gay right? I think I said that in my last post. Meh.
So Miranda, Kaity and I left the classroom. I went with Kaity to get her lunch order and then we walked down and met up with Miranda (she just got out of the toilet). Then we were walking and Miranda had to go off to choir so me and kaity went to where the others were sitting on the oval.
When the second half bell rang they just walked off and left me and Kaity there.
We walked around the oval and talked about stuff.
There is gonna be a fight in our group probably next term.
You can feel the vibes.
And frankly, I don't give a shit. A fight was bound to happen because... When Kath* is in our group there's always a fight sometime soon. *rolls eyes* And Rachel* is like, racist or something. She's never liked me. I mean, I didn't like her but at least I gave her a chance and everything!
Anyway so when there's a fight it'll be Kath* and Rachel* against me and kaity.
Then we had dear which was really boring.
Then we had pe but we didn't really do anything because we had to pick our sports for next term.
So while we were waiting for the yr 10s to choose Stevie, Miranda, Kaity and I just talked.
Then we chose. Kaity, Miranda and I chose dance and Stevie chose cadets with Bec, Casey & Katelin.
Lucinda is by herself in townwalking coz the other ones are full.
After we chose Miranda and I got a basketball ball and we practically spent the rest of the lesson shooting hoops.
*sighs* I wish there was one fucking year when there wasn't a freaking fight!
God I hate being a girl sometimes.
There's always this bitching and backstabbing.
I wish that our group was boys & girls.
There'd probably be less conflict and shit like that.
*sighs* A girl can hope. :)

Guess what people?
School ends on Thursday, the 9th of April.
Exactly a month before my birthday! :D
Anyway the weekend was boring.
Now I shall talk about my day.
Well this morning it was soooo fucking cold it's not even funny.
And first we had PD and it was so confusing. There was this forensic science thing this morning and they were using b4, our PD classroom and the sign said to go to b6 so I went there and no one was there. So me and Billy were walking around and we found Jeremy. So we went back to b6 and no one was still there. So I said why don't we walk around and see if our class is anywhere. So we went upstairs and walked and we found them in b16. BUT the sign clearly said b6.
And we were having this fake wedding and I got to be the photographer.. Joy?
Then it was science and we didn't end up having our test today, instead we're going to have it tomorrow.
The horror.
Note the sarcasm.
Then it was recess and nothing really interesting happened.
But apparently Miranda was crying in PD so she went off with Emma so when she came back we hugged her. But yeah, recess was filled with lots of hugs.. Mainly to keep us warm.
You have no idea how cold it was.
I'm gonna be layering up tomorrow.
Then it was Drama but we decided to do this forensic science thing.
And we ditched it for english.
So I done my podcast in garageband and finished it and everything, and guess what?
It doesn't work.
And it was because at school they use garageband '08 but my thing is garageband '07.
Psh. Sucks doesn't it?
Then it was lunch. We decided to sit on the oval so Stevie, Kaity, Lucinda and I went there.
Miranda was meant to go with us but she decided to sit with Katelin and Casey.
Today Katelin and Casey kept going off without us and at lunch, during 2nd half Casey and Miranda went off without us.
We were talking about random stuff at lunch, like racism and shit like that.
Then me and Kaity had a pretend fight. It was.. Weird.
Then it was DEAR which was.. Normal.
Then we had Maths last and I swear to god it was soooo boring.
Come on! It does not take 5 freaking minutes to do one fucking question!
Come one, they were like, 4a x 6b questions.
They're not that hard!
Anyway, then I was walking and me and Kaity were going to go into town. Then I called my mum to see if it was alright and it was, and then we talked to Jesse for a little while about maths tests then we went to Stevie to see if she would come with us.
Well she did and we walked into town talking about languages.
Then on the way to McDonalds we talked about having a gap year before going to uni and travelling around the world.
Then we bought stuff and walked more into town and talked about going into every shop there.
Then we sat at the park and talked about.. Guys. We pretty much named every guy and said whether or not we would go out with them.
And yeah, we were talking about stuff.
Then we decided to go on the playground and we sat on the monkey bars and continued talking about stuff.
We decided, that on Friday, even though it's Good Friday, we should have like, a picnic at the park because all the shops will be closed.
So we'll invite our friends and everything and everyone brings food and we just you know, sit there and talk about stuff.
It would be cool.
Anyway I have to go to my guitar lesson in like, half and hour and I'm gonna change into warmer clothes.
Farewell sweet loves!

Oh my gawds.
I had the weirdest dream EVER.
Ok, maybe not the weirdest dream ever but whatever.
So Happi and Miranda were walking in front of me and Stevie.
Then they were climbing up this giant step type thing and I suddenly started speaking in an accent. You know how I do that sometimes..
Anyway, she turned around and glared at me and Miranda just turned around and shook her head.
I don't get it!
I've never heard Happi speak.. Well I think I have but I didn't notice her accent!
You know how oblivious I can be!
And apparently one day she heard me imitating her accent or something.
*sighs* I've never done that!
And I've never met her before or heard her speak and so forth.
I've only heard stuff about her.. Good stuff that is..
But who am I to judge without knowing her? She seems like a nice person, I just haven't met her.
And who am I to make fun of someone I don't even know?
Who is everyone to do that? Come on people, give other people a freaking chance!
They could actually be cool!

Psh. The last time I updated this old thing was on Wednesday.
Now what has been going on?? Hmm...
Well on Thursday I.. don't really remember what I done. But my dad came back from brisbane!
We found out that's he's going to go to vietnam.. And there was a spider on the wall.
Yeah.. I got around by quickly running past it. I'm pretty proud of myself. :D
Then today when my dad woke me up he found the spider.. walking across the floor? Anyway, he got it out of the house. :)
Then I went to school and Miranda came not long after I came.
Then we were you know, talking about stuff, it's what normal people do then she said, Hey look it's Stevie and Bec. Then we went back to talking and the next thing we know Dylan is there.
haha.
Twas pretty funneh.
So the bell rang eventually and we went to roll call. It was funny coz there weren't any chairs in the classroom so we sat on the desks.
Then the bell rang and we went to Maths. I know, maths first is.. weird, no matter how good the teacher is a shit like that.
We're starting to re-learn algebra, and you people know how.. "good" I am at algebra right?
Well, I think I might be able to understand it, actually, malaysia taught me some algebra. Who'd have thunk it? :]
Then we had P.E and we had to do the Beep test. I am very unfit. *sighs* Then we had to do some child labour, LABOUR I TELLS YAH! Illegal much? Psh. We weren't even getting paid. Well.. We got some soap to wash our hands? Haha.
Then it was recess and I was hungry.. No surprise there.
Then we had Science and instead of having our science test today we're going to have it on monday, I think we have Science first. *sighs* What a great way to start the day huh?
Then we had English BUT I went to F3 but no one was there so I went to b15 but no one was there so I went back to f3. I rock. More exercise! :D
Then it was lunch which was.. Meh, nothing special.
Then commerce was last and I started to write this good story and | sent it to my email address but guess what? It didn't work. So shit it.
I'll just rewrite it however I remember it. The rapist is Orion again. :) I'll actually finish this short story aswell.
It's about a girl that dies, and she's telling us how she died.
But you guys don't know she's dead until the end.. Well now I kinda ruined it didn't I? Haha.
Anyway when I was walking home it was really windy and I knew it was going to rain and it's raining now.
I'm hungry now too.. But that's another story.
Oh, and on our way to our seat from english Miranda & I were talking in accents (german maybe?) about our plan to kill off the exess bagage in our class. That is the fat people, the dumb people, and the people we just hate. :D
We totally rock, it's part of our plan to kill all the leaves.
Yeah, I rock.
Anyway I think I've got a cold. And you know what? Someone should tell me the difference between a cold and the flu.
Anyways.. Meh I'm bored.
Gimme something to do this weekend!
Don't make me clean my room! Please!

I'll start with tuesday.. that's yesterday. :D
So nothing really interesting happened I think.. But my legs were freaking sore from the athletics carnival and guess what? I had to do the 40m sprint and agility test 2 times in P.E!
Grr. Then I walked into town which actually made my legs feel less sore..
I walked into town with Miranda and Stevie and we just.. chilled but then Miranda had to go so me and Stevie just chilled.
And guess what? Autumn weather is finally kicking in, it's starting to get colder!
And zomfg it is gonna be hell in winter!
Anyhow. Then today I had Drama first and we were doing our monologues. I done mine first and I got a.. pretty good clap? :) Then it was Miranda, Tanya, then Emma.
Tanya's one wasn't really that good. I knew what she was talking about and everything but what she said wasn't really that clear y'know?
But they were pretty good so far.
And then we had Commerce and that was a funny lesson.
So we went on the computers in the library and there were 4 laptops. So Billy was on one, Lucinda & Stevie shared one, I had one and Orion & Niko had one. Then Alex was just sitting with us.
Well I decided I wasn't going to do my work so I was going to write this sadistic story.
The killer was based on Orion. :) He had like, bright red hair with a mullet that goes down to the middle of his back. :D We were kinda thinking about Jesse then because he gets this mullet when his hair starts to grow. LAWL.
And sometime during the lesson Orion said that if he gets busted for not doing his work he was going to bring me down with him.
And sometime during the lesson he said that I wanted all of the stuff to happen to me and I was like, yeah well.. You want to do that stuff to me!
Haha. So yeah, it was cool.
And he's gonna show me that chicken hat!
Long story. :D
From like.. Last year or 2007? haha.
And then it was recess and me and Miranda got in trouble for standing on the chair. *rolls eyes*
Then we had history and it was just writing notes. And Kaity kinda screamed because she saw a small daddy long legs. Psh. They can't even bite you!
Then we had a year meeting and I didn't get chosen for SRC. Meh. But congrats to the people that did get elected! :D
Then we had lunch and we just.. you know, sat and chilled on the oval. Talking about random shit.
Then we had aerobics and Ms Carr was all like, why did you chose aerobics if you're gonna be silly.
And I was all like, WTF? (in my mind, I mean seriously, I've been like, good for the past days. Psh. Fag) I swear Ms Carr is like, racist or something. Honestly, because when I had her for art she didn't really like me.. Racist.. BLONDE! haha. That was... Low.
And then I went home today and my mum went to canberra today because.. well she just did and she mostly bought food. She didn't really by any clothes! And pretty much nothing for me!
So I got home and pretty much read memoirs of a geisha. I haven't finished it yet but i've read it before. You people should read it, it's way better than the movie.
It's like the best book ever!
Now for the panic attacks bit.
I've realized that when I see a huntsman (or a big spider) I get a mild panic attack. Yes, panic attacks. So yeah.. The other day I saw one and my mum was all like, breath, calm down and shit like that.
And urm.. I went to Roses for dinner tonight.
And now I'm sleepy and my feet are cold.
Guten nacht! :D