Agraphobia
Saturday, May 30, 2009 11:55 AM
Agraphobia - Fear of sexual abuse
I was about to write, oh hot dayum, i forgot what I was gonna write! But suddenly, I remembered!
Okay, it's this thing about me. You know how with some people I'm like, shy and quiet and with others I'm weird a whacky? Well, I think I have found a reason for that. I just click with some people and don't click with others. It's nothing personal, I would like to be forward and stuff with the other people, but, well I just can't. It's kinda weird.
It's like.. When I first met Stevie, I was talking about drugs (yeah.. In year 7 and stuff..) and we just clicked, but then with say... Eliza I guess, I don't really know what to say to her and stuff.. Gahh. Oh how much I dislike the whole clicking thing. It's like when I became friends with Ali yesterday, we clicked.
And you know the other thing? I click with boys more than girls. Not trying to be sexist or anything, but I can just easily be forward with guys.. Hmm.. Kinda weird aye?
Anyway, today I got the recipe for the cup-a-cake. That is a cake in a cup. :) You know how I don't really like chocolate cake? Well it's one of the few chocolate cakes that I actually like. Amazing!
So... Oh yeah, my thighs hurt. :( Because we had to do all this rolling around on the floor yesterday and stuff, so now I can't bend down. And I have a bruise just below my left hip bone. :( Oh wellies.
I can wait til Wednesday, but I don't really wanna! Wednesday are officially the best days of the year! We have sport, which is awesome because we're doing Rocka, and we have Drama and History, and either Commerce or English. So Wednesdays are awesome days. Unfortunately I'm going to Canberra this wednesday. Le sigh. Darnation. But hey, I can find out what we've done from my friends. :)
I'm going to Canberra to get some of the brace thingo's off so they can do my surgery on Friday. BUT here's the awesome part, on Wednesday at 6.30 we have the youth play thingo. It's like the first rehersal thingo, but not everyone is coming because people got told to go on two days. Either last friday or this wednesday.. So yeah.. That was kinda weird. And only some people know what part they've got. I, unfortunately, am not one of those few selected people.
Hopefully I get a good part. :)
~Tata
xx.