Do you know how it feels to have your mum completely hate you?
To have parents that don't give a shit about you?

That bitch that i call my mum wants me to be like my fuckin cousin.
Well i'm sorry i'm not like her.
But if you want me to be like her so much then why don't you kick me out and adopt her?
I'm sorry i can't be a good enough daughter for you!
I'm sorry i can't be your 'ideal person'!
Your 'ideal daughter'!
But if you don't like me the way i am then why don't you just kill me?
Throw me on the streets?
Your lucky that i'm not fuckin dead right now because of the fuckin way your treating me.
Have you ever thought of how i feel?
Or does the fact that i have fuckin feelings seem to scare you?
Why do you even bother to pretend to care about me?
To give the illusion that you care about me?
Coz deep down i know that you don't give a fuck about me.
Why don't you just leave me?
Why don't you set fire to the house?
Why don't you just deliberately loose me?
Why do you have to be a fuckin bitch?!
Why do you have to be a fuckin hypocrite?
Well, i'm really sorry i'm not the fuckin daughter you want me to be.
I'm sorry that i'm too lazy to do the shit you throw at me.

The bad part about this is,
i've run out of names to call me so-called "parents" who are supposed to care about their fuckin child.